Worse Than Death. d.m

Sorry.

(Draco Malfoy)

My heart sank in my chest. She looked like she was a zombie. Fitting really. " Draco I-" Cam started to talk from beside me. I laughed. Then Isebella started laughing. " I'm dead Draco, my heart doesn't beat. Dead. dead. Dead. bahaha. Three fucking years. I was like 15. Tragic really. Sort of fitting." Cam looked at scared. And I was out of my mind. " what the fuck. Why is this happening?" I said through my laughs. " why? Why? Oh my god why." My laughs turned to sobs. I held my head in my hands, unable to look into the eyes of the girl I loved the most. " Draco. Draco you need to listen to me." Cam tried to get me to calm down, but the pain was burning me alive. " I need a drink." My head snapped up. Isebella was leaving, headed towards the door. " No wait!" I grabbed her wrist, she winced in pain and stepped away from me. " Don't touch me. Not. not right now. I-I just need Theo I-I think. Yeah."  her voice sounded like a blade was cutting my throat. The look in her eyes was so bland. The didn't sparkle anymore. " fuck." she left the room, leaving me and Cam. " what the fuck is wrong with her? And why the fuck. Didn't I know about any of this?" I punched the wall beside me. " Draco if you don't calm the fuck down, I will call Alex in here and you won't know shit. Sit the fuck down dear cousin."

" Her mom killed her, for some project she was working on. She used Ise as a guinea pig. Tested the spells and potions on her to see if they would work. She was very weak. Do you remember her in 4th year, right after Yule her mom tried to do some weird shit. No I don't know what it was. She never told me. Arabella found her one night. Draco sit down." I had been pacing the entire time she spoke. Why the fuck did she never tell me? " anyways, Arabella found her, it was the day after the shit happened with the drugs and the bridge. Ara said she was trembling, and that she kept repeating this sentence over and over again. She said she only heard like two words. Draco please fucking sit down before I hex your balls off so Isebella can't carry your children." I sat down. My stomach clenched with anxiety. " Arabella heard two words, Lies and widowed. We are pretty sure it was a prophecy or some shit. No I haven't found it. Isebella was put in the hospital that night. Don't you remember that? You were so scared we all were. You stayed by the door the entire time she was in there. The healer found the spells she was put under and traced it back to her mother. You wanted to kill her mother when you found out. You were so enraged. Alex had to take you and stay with home until all of it calmed down. Once we made sure Isebella was okay, we took her away. We went to my cottage that my mother had left me and alex. You were so pissed. You got black out drunk and stayed that way for 5 days. You almost die to be honest. Thanks to my darling brother. Anyways, we came back, Isebella had told me and Arabella everything. And I mean everything. When we came back, you told Ise you loved her, than she went into her room and wouldn't come out for almost 2 months. Her mother took her, she wasn't in the room. That's when it happened. Her mother killed her, avada to the heart, than used this spell. No i don't know what it was. And no, don't ask her. She ran out of the room we all thought she was staying in, she was in hysterics. We had to spell her to the couch. Theo looked like he was about to throw up. He ran and got his dad. He came and told me, Arabella and Theo what had happened. We were told not to tell anyone. So we never did. Until now." It felt like I had a pile of bricks land on my chest. " I need to see her. Can I see her?" My hands tremble on my lap. " just wait here. I'll bring her in." Cam grabbed her wand as she left. I swear I heard her mumbled something under her breathe. But than y eyelids got heavy and all I heard was Cam whisper in my ear. " I'm sorry."