Worse Than Death. d.m

Mother.

(Isebella Nott)

I jolted awake. My head was pounding. I took a look around the room I was in, it was mine. My room, with my clothes, with all of my things. I heard the door open, I jumped out of the bed, reaching for my wand. Which wasn't near me. I cursed under my breath. Then there stood my mother. " Isebella, calm down. Please. I need to talk to you." She sat at the other side of the bed. I rolled my eyes, but sat down. " okay? Well? What could you possibly scold me for now?" I scoffed. " You can't do it. Don't take the mark." I laughed. I laughed so bloody hard. She stared at me, waiting for me to respond. " Well mother, it's a little late for that one." I saw a glint of some sort in her eyes. " you're so bloody stupid." I laughed again. " How could you do this to me? Yourself?" my head snapped to meet hers. " you!? Why one earth would I care about what it did to you? You haven't changed. Not one bit, you are still the ungrateful bitch you were when I was younger." oh now she was mad. I was always taught not to talk back. But i had nothing to loose now so i didn't really give a flying fuck anymore. " how dare you!?" oh there she is! The mother I've known and despised. " Well anyway, give me my wand, I'm leaving." I got up from the bed. She did as well. " No. You are not leaving me. Not again." She walked towards me. " don't. Please don't." My chest hurt, my bed spun. It was like a switch was flipped, and I was 12 years old again. 

" Oh my dear baby Nott, surely you remember the rules? Don't you?" oh fuck oh fuck. All I wanted was Draco. I had made a very big mistake, and now I was going to pay the price. " Crucio." I felt nothing. The screams weren't coming from me. My mother was lying on the ground screaming. I took a step back, meeting a wall. I looked up. Cameron. I started sobbing. I slide down against the wall. " Isebella, you are an idiot. I love you so much but you are a bloody moron." I stared at my mother, who now laid unconscious in front of me. " How... Why... How did you. . . '' I remembered the pond. Draco came back, told us that he saw you, you were a mess, high off your bloody mind. And when he found you, he asked you to come home, you just up and left right there. And I knew that in that state you would be thinking about- anyway I came here and found you so you are coming home with me." My head was fuzzy. I couldn't think. My eyes started to flutter shut, I noticed my hands shaking, withdrawal probably. Great. " shit okay, let's get you home Issey. Everyone missed you." The last thing I remembered was Cam taking my arm, and then the calm rushed over me.