My Bisexual Mate

Chapter 21

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"Pup are you okay?" My father ask taking a seat beside me outside.

"I am dad" I send a smile his way before staring into the sky once again trying to escape from reality for a while.

"I know you son. Physically yes you are but I was not referring to physical" He said and smile because deep down I knew he knew I was not well. He's always been a smart guy and see through people or is it just me.

"It feels like I'm not doing anything right dad. Behaving like myself and I'm too playful, childish and disrespect. I don't behave like myself and I'm too closed off, serious and cold" I explain sighing because I was just tired. Tired of trying and giving him what he wants only for it be thrown back into my face, to have him throw it back into my face then demand a whole other heap of what he want Risk to be like. "We can't even have a conversation dad without an argument. What kind of pairing is this?" I stare up into the sky and this time my mind on our Moddess hoping she could see in my eyes my pleads for help.

"Son" I sigh then turn to look at my dad waiting for him to continue "are you happy as you or happy of who you think you should be to make Prince happy?" He ask and I turn away not having to think hard on it before answering.

"I'm happy as me dad. I love me and who I am but I thought that you should do everything in your being to make your mate happy and love you. I sacrifice some of myself to ensure that and what I sacrifice was my happiness and who I am. Everyone loves me this way. I make people smile, laugh and I encourage people in my own silly way and overall I make people happy dad so why can't I do that with my mate. Why can't I make my other half smile or laugh or encourage him in my silly way that he appreciates or make him happy?" I took deep breathes to get my emotions under control because it feels like the barrier I created has been breach.

"You should do all you can to make your mate happy son but never lose yourself in the process. Don't destroy yourself because what then? It still might not be enough for someone but you will remain destroyed. I'm encouraging you to be yourself pup because you don't want to be anyone else and if Prince can't accept you as is then mate or not he does not deserve my boy" he rest his hand on my should giving it a loving squeeze and it's like I could feel the strength my father was trying to give to me.

"Thank you dad." I half smile still some what indecisive in what I want to do with Prince. I never expect it to reach a point where either of us was thinking about rejecting. I know we had our problems, ones I'd like to consider minor that didn't really need addressing but I was wrong because I came to realise that it's the minor ones that builds up to major and now we are thinking of rejecting. I rub my chest close to my heart as a sticking pain present itself suddenly thinking about being rejected or rejecting Prince.

"Hunnie can you bring these little guys over to the doctor for check up" I turn to mother with a smile and nod. Soon after I hear Bubs and Bubbles little voices, then footsteps then they shoot pass my mother heading for me. I set myself to catch them which was a big mistake due to the fact that the months they've been with us my mother been feeding them non-stop and they have gain a lot of weight to point where you can't see any bone or malnutrition present anymore.

"Oh my Moddess!" I gasp as I catch them and soon all three of us are on the ground with me trying to keep my poor lungs alive by breathing which is a little hard with both of them on me. "What is mom feeding y'all" I took some deep breathes before raising up with them both on me giggling.

"Daddy!!" They great in union and I smile shuffling their hair simultaneously.

Mom clear her throat and we all turn to her to see that she's in her scowling pose, had her scowling expression too. I frown confuse as to why she's like this until I realise she was staring at the twin expectantly. "What's going on?" I ask since no one is responding in anyway.