My Bisexual Mate

Chapter 23

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Today is the day I try my luck despite how unlucky I was. I, after many days decided to approach Risk once again in hopes of getting a better result that I did the last time I approached him. I was hopeful but wasn't hopeful enough to be surprise if Risk refuse to even see me because apart of me was well expecting that.

It wasn't easy at all to some up the courage I have now and I had a lot of help from my dad and my mother who off handed me my ass for how I behaved towards Risk in the very beginning then break down and cry blaming herself on where she went wrong with me which made me feel horrible. I was even more determined to make things up for the sake of my parents and mostly myself because I feel like I need Risk and I on better terms as it was affect me and I knew or at least I hope it was affecting him too, maybe then it would heighten my chances with him if he feels as if he need me too.

Fingers cross.

In addition mom said I could not return, alpha or not until I make it all back up with my mate. I learn during my lectures with my father mostly that being an alpha doesn't entitle me to certain stuff or justify my way of treating people especially my mate also it didn't justify my huge ego or ignorance towards Risk and my behave as I had thought. I knew now how disrespectful I was and I do feel bad for it as I could have gone about this a better way which wouldn't result in my situation right now.

My body continue to shake as I come closer to Risk house and I wish I had just overcome my fear off rejection at school and talk to him instead of his home where his parents are who probably hates me now. I saw him a few times and I have to admit that I hide a few of those times to not ran into him, I didn't want to run into the nuggets either but I'd say that's because I try to avoid them too.

When I arrive at the door I swear my heart gave out as I immediately feel like I'm asthmatic that I have brace myself on the chair they had on there porch. I also took a seat if I wasn't interrupted by who I was looking for and I spin around to face him and I admit he looked good enough to eat. His hair was pin back and a few stray strands hanging loose, his shirt half button so some of his chest was showing and a chain with a cross of it press against it, black rip jeans and black shoes also with little accessories such as the chain, a watch and two rings.

"Gonna stare me down to death." I clear my throat and blink out of my admiration of him.

"We need to talk." He sigh uninterested and I took deep breathes not to blow a fuse on what I feel is disrespect. Mom and dad lectures and threats flash cross my mind and it sober me up to not lash out.

"I thought I told you I don't want to talk to you." He said going to walk pass me.

I block his path and he stop "I'm asking please to hear me out Risk. A chance." He seem reluctant at first and my fingers were cross behind my back. He nod yes and indicate with his head to walk with him just then the door open and his mother standing there with an expressionless face.

"Are you not going to come in baby?" She ask and he smile.

"Soon mom. We are going to talk." She seem against the idea but hold it in as she stare at me.

"You don't hurt my boy. Alpha or not you'll feel a mother's wrath when one crosses her pup." I nod immediately that I understand.

"Breath. I know she's scary but breath." He smile and I nod. "So what do you want a chance for?" He ask getting to the point but I hear how interested in what I had to say he was regardless.

"I wanted to apologize for my behavior." I start off and he nod so I continue knowing he was actually listening to me "I don't believe sorry cut it truly but for now it's the best I can do unless you help me change that." He side eyes me with a curious look of his face and his signature smirk "I thought I was super entitle and I could do what I wanted without any repercussions. I know we are opposite and I just couldn't accept that because some part of me knew that, well believe that we are not compatible but maybe it's because I was scared all this time that we wouldn't work out because of how different we are and I didn't want to see that day." He didn't say anything even when I stopped talking for a while and because I had more to say I decided to just continue.