My Bisexual Mate

Chapter 22

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He was so serious with me last week to a point where it hurt me how he easily disregarded me like garbage. I didn't think he was that serious about the rejecting and I know I shouldn't have brought it up from the beginning but like I said my emotions got the best of me. It's been a week since I last saw him and since I told him we need to talk but he has even tried to reach out and that angers me to a point where I feel to walk up to him and hit him.

How dare he put me aside like I'm of no importance to him, I am his mate and he won't even acknowledge me anymore and that pisses me off. At least I'm trying and went over there to him to say let's talk but he didn't even try back so fuck him, why the hell should I care when he doesn't and it's not like a lot of people knows we are together so maybe this distance can work out. I won't have to deal with his childish behavior nor he with me at all.

Win fucking win.

I finish off my breakfast and leave the kitchen for a walk. I still need to find out who left the dead animal at my door because that blood was fucking hard to get out of my mat. I would say it was a pack member showing their respect but how that animal was mutilated I knew it wasn't, it was warning and a sign of disrespect. I need to find out why and who.

On my return to the pack house since I've been walking for awhile, I spot Risk and two nuggets under a tree with another person. The nuggets rest on him on either side while the other guy I am not familiar with sit in front him Indian style, I saw his mouth moving and the guy laughing and blushing at what he said.

It made my blood boil and I hated the sight. It was obvious how into Risk the little guy was from all the blushing, avoiding eye contact and it's evident how he looks at Risk when he isn't paying attention. I watch them for a while and the more I do the more upset I got with him for allowing this to happen when he has a mate.
Even the nuggets seem to like him because they were laughing and talking too, they don't do that with me.

When I decided to leave them the little guy lean over and kiss Risk who just sat there. I had no idea when I reach over there, when my hand grab a handful of hair and yank so hard that someone scream and noise was all around me. Hands held onto my own and feel the spark ignite inside me which slowly clear my vision from red to see Risk glaring at me annoyed.

"How dare you sit there and allow him to kiss you!" I yell jerk him since I still had a handful of hair. He scream and whimper begging Risk for help but I held him in place as Risk hands hold my own to stop further movement.

"I was caught off guard and didn't respond quick enough so what! That gives you the right to make the guy cry!" He yell back.

"He should know not to touch what doesn't not belong to him in the first place!" I growl and he growl back.

"He didn't know stupid because it's not like anyone knows we are mates!" He pull the little guy over to him and in his chest when I release my hold. I watch the two of them interact and how the nuggets hurry over to check on him when they would not do that for me, matter a fact from I came over here it's like I did not exist to them. It hurt.

"I really am trying here" I said softly as I stare at him. He look up at me for a while then sigh.

"Let's go everyone. Goodbye Prince." He said gathering everyone even the guy before walking off.

"Can he come with us for ice cream today?" I hear one of the twin ask and Risk smile rubbing his head.

"If he's not busy." He respond waiting for the guy response.

"Ice cream sounds fun, maybe I can get just the ice for my head." They all laugh while I stay behind watching them with a heavy chest.

Sometime after

"Hey son, you okay?" I just nod. "You sure?" I nod again. "So why are you signing papers you shouldn't be signing?" I stop writing to look at dad whose holding a few folders in his hand.

"Sorry dad" I said taking the folders to resign them.

"I already reread and sign them properly." I nod again to show my gratitude. "I know you're not fine." I didn't respond. "It's your mate right." I simply just nod.

"We are not working out." He snort then pull up a chair to sit.

"Is it that same stupid ass reason you declared earlier about him being to carefree and easy going and silly?" He ask and I remain silent because I just didn't know anymore why we weren't working out.

At the beginning, it was definitely but it changed and I don't know to what or when it even change. "I blame myself and your mother you know." I look up at him curiously as to why he would say that, "we raise one stuck up and spoil fruit. Base on my observation Prince I'd say it's your fault. I know your mother would never tell you that because well she's your mother but as your father I'll tell you as is and I believe it's your behavior since the very beginning result in what your relationship with Risk is now. I have been watching and I choose not to intervene because you're becoming an adult and situation you'll have to handle without the help of parents which I was trying to prepare you for but I was wrong myself." I could only stare into his eyes as he stare into my own.

"You were disrespectful, uptight and always angry or treated everything that didn't go your way as unimportant. You're too serious, cold and close off Prince and you need to change that. Have you ever thought that maybe the reason why Risk is your mate is because you both are opposite and both of you could learn from each other?" I look away because I never thought of it as such "he can teach you to have fun, relax once in a while, enjoy just being young and free while you on the other hand can help him realize when joke and fun needs to be put aside in situations, when all silliness needs to cease so things can get done. Truly from my perspective you guys are prefect for each other, you both are what you both need but you are clouded by selfishness to see and Risk is clouded by too much I'm assuming to realize either." When dad put it lol that is truly does make sense and all those was what we missed.

I never wanted my parents to doubt their parenting skills because they were, are amazing parents but along the line of growing up I acquire quite a few lessons from situations that I believe getting straight to the point is best, putting all joke and fun aside because that's a waste of time, time that can not be returned once passed.

Of course my parents doesn't know and I don't think I plan on telling them. I wouldn't say they are traumatic or leave a dark place in me but more like create this world where I believe fun and joke are irrelevant. People who don't value time don't value life and it sick's me to my stomach, it infuriates me and I want to know why it does, when did it even start.

"I've been feeling lately like it is my fault but I guess I have too much pride to admit it to myself and out loud. Risk already does not want anything to do with me and also his family, mostly his mother because I hurt him repeatedly.

I feel like a outsider when it comes to him and I hate that feeling, I want him to smile at me again, be silly around me again, give me attention or even just acknowledge my presence. I want him to try again dad but it's too late for me, for us" when I felt his hand on my face I look up wondering why until I feel the movement of it. He's wiping away a lone tear that run down my cheek and when I realize, I feel the emotions inside me stirring and raging that I tried to lock away.

"Anything can be the reason you rise but also those same things can be the reason you fall. Pride is among that son and right now it's your downfall. Don't worry about being an alpha and alpha doesn't show emotions bullshit, I cried so many times her mother always walks with a handkerchief to wipe my tears, where is she now?" He smile wiping my next cheek. "Still by my side till this day." He said and I nod.

"Take a chance son"

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