ART IS NOT MINE! CREDIT TO THE ARTIST
Killuas POV:
Gon. Everything about him seemed perfect. But weird at the same time. He was the most interesting person I've ever met. Of course I'm always nice to new kids, just to see what they're like.
But Gon is different. He actually made me feel something, happiness. Maybe it's because he's my first real friend. He's the realest person I've ever met. From what I can tell, he's nice, and he has the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. His eyes are sparkling, if the sun was a person, it would be Gon.
But even through all of that, there seems to be something wrong. He flinches. I mean ya flinching is normal, but he flinches all the time. Like if someone talked a little too loud, he would flinch. If someone puts their hand on his shoulder, or says his name, he flinches.
I was concerned, what made him like this? No one just starts flinching because of nothing out of no where. So I can't help but wonder why.
Why. That word seems to be a recurring theme in my mind. Why does he flinch so much? Why does he feel so intimidated by the students. Why am I so attracted to him?
I found myself thinking about those three things the entirety of the class period. Well make that four. Gon himself.
There was also one unknown feeling that I felt when I was with him. My heart wouldn't stop beating, and my face felt hot. I felt this urge to be close to him. And his smile didn't help at all. I would probably stare at his smile all day if I could.
It's like every time I look at his smile I get more and more fascinated by him. It seems weird that I'm feeling like this even though we haven't even known each other for a whole day. But I can't help it, how can I help it if I don't even know what it is?
I get snapped out of my head when I hear the teacher calling my name for roll.
"here." I say, but then go straight back to my thoughts.
What is this feeling?
Time skip
Once the bell rings, I basically dart out of class looking for one person.
Kurapika. I spot him in the crowd, and I push my way too him. "Hey kurapika!" I wave, and he looks a little confused, but waves back. "Hey so uh, I was wondering. About Gon. What's his story?" I ask, and he seems to tense up.
"Well, um what do you mean..?" He asks. "Well it's not that hard to notice, he flinches. Like a lot, even if you talk just a little too loud, he flinches. And I don't think that just happens out of no where. So there has to be some story behind it." I look at him, and he sighs.
"I don't think I should be the one to tell you. Even if I was, this isn't the time or place to talk about it. Maybe Gon will tell you himself. But he really isn't open about his feelings to me, so it would be challenging. But, do you really want to be his friend so bad?" And I nod.
"Then here," he gets out a piece of paper, writing something on it. "Here's his number." He hands it to me. And I basically die inside, but I just nod, putting it in my pocket. Having a silent heart attack.
"Now listen," I look back at him. "I know Gon better than anyone, and I know that he hasn't had many friends. He also has trust issues, so gain his trust. If you want to be friends with him in the future, gain his trust now." He states.
Trust issues.. that makes me even more curious.
"Of course." I reply back. "Just, just don't hurt him. He's been through enough." He says with a sigh, waving to me as he walks off.
He's been through enough..
That kinda paints a picture. He has trust issues, and he's been through some stuff.
That makes me want to be his friend even more.
New goal. Be Gons friend.
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Hayran KurguCOVER ART IS NOT MINE!!!! KilluGon highschool AU aishiteru A Japanese phrase meaning; I love you ----- ⚠️⚠️ Cussing, boyxboy, Mentions of SH, bullying, attempted suicide, abuse, and rape, strong language ⚠️⚠️ Killua : 18 Gon: 18 Started: February 15...