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Gons POV:
I've forgotten what it's felt like to eat sweets..
And it pains me to think about why I couldn't.
Flashback
"You bitch! I told you no damn sweets! You'll get fatter than you already are!"
He throws the plate at me, and I start to sob.
"I-I'm s-sorry! I w-wont do it a-again!" I cover my head with my hands, so that I won't get hit with anything again.
"Oh shut the fuck up! Did I ask you to talk?!" He yells and I flinch.
"Bitch.." he whispers, slamming the front door.
I slowly open my eyes, tears still falling from my cheeks.
End of flashback
"Hey, you ok?" I flinch when I heard killua talk again. "I-oh ya I'm fine. Just.. thinking.." I mumble, staring down at my empty plate.
"Well it's getting late, so let's clean up and I'll walk you home, Kay?" And I nod at his request.
We clean up the table, throwing away our trash. And we both walk out of the cafe.
"That was good! Thanks for bringing me here!" I smile at him. "No problem, it was fun hanging out with you. I haven't had that much fun in a while." He responds, and my face heats up a bit.
"Yeah.." I look in the other direction.
A few minutes later, we start a nice conversation about anime. Since we both watch it, it's easy to start conversation. But as we are talking, I look straight in front of me, and saw something I really didn't want to see..
I saw his old friend that moved away from where I used to live a few years ago.. he would also help him.. do things to me.
I widen my eyes, and feel them start to sting.
Oh crap oh crap!
"Hey you o-" before I could let him finish I grab his hand, starting to run in the other direction.
"Crap! Crap! Why did he have to be here!" I yell, a few tears falling from my eyes.
"Hey! Who?! Who are you talking about?!" He starts to catch up with me, so I'm not dragging him but I'm still holding onto his hand. "No one! None of your concern! Let's just take a different way to my house.." I slow down into a walk, panting and tears still falling down, and I let go of his hand, slightly embarrassed.
"Are you.. crying?" He looks at my face, and yes I am crying.
I quickly realize, and start to wipe my face. "No.." I sniff. "I'm just sweating. Nothing to worry about." I turn my head away. "Who was that guy? Do you know him?" He asks me again.
"Ya it's just.. it's just complicated. I don't want to talk about it right now.. maybe another day.. I just wanna go home." I start walking, and he starts walking with me.
"Oh.. sorry then.. didn't mean to make you uncomfortable." He mumbles. "It's ok, it's not your fault. It's just.. bad memories. It's nothing important."
I look up, finding a familiar green street sign.
"This is my street." I turn to look at him with a smile. "See you tomorrow?" And he nods.
"See you tomorrow, Gon!" He waves, turning around to walk away, and I slightly wave back.
Right as I turn around to start walking, all the emotions I felt when I saw him, came crashing out and I started to cry.
Damn it!
"Damn it!"
I start running.
"DAMN YOU! DAMN ALL OF YOU TO HELL!" I sob.
I mean.. it could have been worse.. it could have been.. him.. but it doesn't mean it didn't bring back memories.
I slow down as I see a familiar house. I pant.
I kinda just stare at the outside of the house for a minute, scared to walk in.
I soon, slowly start walking to the door.
"It's fine.." I whisper.
"Just act normal.."
I open the door, and I'm greeted by aunt mito.
"Gon! Where have you been?" She says from the kitchen. "Uh.. I've been out with a.. with a friend." I smile.
"Oh? And who is this new friend of yours?" She smirks, causing me to blush. "W-well uh- his n-name is Killua.. he's cool I guess.." I mumble the last part, walking to sit down at the dining table.
"Ya ok. Cool I guess." She teases. "Aunt Mito! We just met today.. I can't like him when I've just met him.. it doesn't work like that." I mumble. "Ya ok Gon." She laughs.
"Can you help me set the table? dinner is almost ready." She asks and I nod, "Yes ma'am."
Killuas POV:
Well that was.. weird..
First think I know, we are talking about Attack on titan. then the next thing I know, I'm being dragged by Gon down the road.
He seemed to be avoiding the main problem here.
'Who was that guy?'
He kept telling me that it wasn't any of my concern, and that I shouldn't worry about it.
And the sweating thing wasn't really a good lie. Does it look like I was born yesterday?
But anyways, something is off about this.. something strange. But it's not of my business to dig around into Gons personal life, so I won't say anything about it until he's ready to tell me.
But of course I'll still worry about it.. about him.
But I can't help but want to guess about who it could be.
Is it a old friend?
A old bully?
It's driving me crazy because I can't stop thinking about it.
But I have to hold it in. If he doesn't want to tell me, he doesn't have too.
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