𝗮𝗶𝘀𝗵𝗶𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘂 (ON HIATUS)

𝐇𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐨𝐮𝐭

ART IS NOT MINE! CREDIT TO THE ARTIST

Gons POV:

Is it because..

No way.

How would I know? I just met him. But I do catch feelings very easily. But that also costs me most of the time. I don't even know what this guy is like. He could rape kids for all I know.

But he looks so nice, and sweet. And his eyes are as blue as the ocean. And his hair looks so soft.

But I know that I am horrible at reading people. And I tend to trust people to quickly. But after..

The incident..

I've learned to not trust people so easily. But he.. I think he's different.. and..

Thump

Thump

I panic, clutching my shirt.

Why do I feel like this? I know I catch feelings so easy, but this is too early. God why am I like this?

My face feels hot and my heart beats faster. What's wrong with me?

No! Not right, I can't like him. I can't, I can't, I can't! We just met, So why do I feel like this?

It's probably just because I gained a new friend. And my heart is beating because I'm so happy and excited? I can't have caught feelings so quickly. What if he's like him.. I can't do that again.. not again..

It will go away tomorrow. Ya, tomorrow I'll be back to normal.

I'm snapped out of my panic attack when I hear the bell ring. I quickly put everything in my bag, speed walking to my next class.

Back to normal..

Time skip

Finally, the final bell has rung. As I'm putting everything back in my bag, I try to avoid contact with Killua. But he just ends up walking over to my desk.

"Hey Gon," he smiles. Oh god. "H-hey." I bite the inside of my mouth, trying to stay calm. "So, I was wondering if you wanted to hang out. Like get to know each other y'know?" He states, sticking his hands in his pockets.

Oh just great, just my luck.

"Sure! Why not." Crap! Why did I say that. I mentally shoot myself in the heart a few times. "Great," I sling my bag around my shoulder, and we both walk out of the classroom.

"So where do you wanna go?" I look at him. "Well I was thinking we could go get a snack." He states. "I know a place, I've only been once but it was pretty good." And I nod at his response.

"That sounds fun." I clench my bag, looking down at my feet feeling my face heat up.

I already know this is gonna be a long day..

Killuas POV:

Me and Gon talked about random things as we walked. I noticed that it was like he had a wall around him. He didn't really open up. He just kinda went along with whatever we were talking about at the moment.

But nonetheless the conversation was a comfortable one. It didn't feel awkward at all. I also noticed how his eyes lit up when he was taking about something he liked. Like food, anime, or even video games. It was nice to see, his eyes looked so beautiful when they got brighter. And his smile matched perfectly with his features.

Everything about him seemed.. perfect.. I had a lot of fun getting to talk to him, more fun than I've had in a long time.

This is the person I'm looking for.

Wait.. what am I saying? Why am I thinking like this? He's a dude, I should be thinking like this about a girl. But I can't help it. I can't help but feel like this.

Is this what people call love at first sight? Cause I think that is what's happening right now.

But does he even like guys?

What if he doesn't?

Oh god I hope he does..

"Killua?" I turn to look at Gon. "Hm?" I hum. "What do you usually get?" He looks at the menu.

"Well I've only been here once, but I just got a coffee, I pulled an all mightier because I had to study. So I stopped by here before school." And he shapes his mouth to look like an 'o'

"Hm, this chocolate cheesecake sounds good!" He smiles brightly. "Guess we both have something in common." And he looks up at me.

"We both love chocolate." I smile lightly at him. "Really? I love chocolate. Like I'm addicted." He says. "Same! Like I can never get enough of it. It never gets old."

"Exactly!" He laughs.

His laugh is so beautiful.. it sounds like a beautiful song.

I'm disrupted from my thoughts, as she waitress walks up to our table to take our order.

Gon orders the Chocolate cheesecake, and I order a Nutella cheesecake. So basically the same thing.

Once the two cakes come out, immediately Gon starts to dig in. "You eat really fast." I laugh, biting into the cake. "Well I haven't had the opportunity to have much sweets.. so this is my first time in a long time eating chocolate.." as he says that, I notice a pained look on his face.

But as soon as it comes, it goes and I don't question it. It's none of my business anyways.

But I still think it's cute how he's digging into his food so fast, and I can't help but watch.

Maybe I want to be something more than friends..?