Dear 8,
I feel so stupid to think that you might, love me too
I love you so much and you don't know that
Must be nice to be someone you love
I'm too much of a coward to say it to you but
I love you
I want to be with you and no one else
I've never been good at starting things
Greetings
Chats
Determining relationship
Let alone confessing...
But with you, I really want to yell that out loud
I want you to know
That someone right here is loving you, crying
Crying as you're probably laughing so beautifully
With someone you love out there
I'm happy for you... no, I'm trying to be happy for you
That you have someone to love unconditionally
Thank you, whoever you are for making him happy
Because I've only been a nuisance to you
I only like to pick fights, meaningless forced conversations
Boring, annoying
So apologetic
I'm so sorry
Thank you for coming into my life
You're the best thing that ever happened to me these past years
You were and still are my sweetener
Remember the time that I fell, I was okay,
But you came, eventually, I told you everything
And you made my day so much better by just being there
I'll cherish that moment forever.
You've always been my home
But I guess I'm just a shelter for you
I miss you
I really miss you
And remember that I'll always be here waiting for you
Maybe... just maybe, a small chance is enough for me,
Maybe if you change your mind
Please do come here,
I'll gladly embrace you with my open arms
I want to hug you so bad
I love you
I love you
I hate to love you
I'm sorry that I can't yell this out loud
I'm too scared to meet your eyes
I'm too shy
Or maybe my pride is too high
So here I am, like a loser, writing this very bad whatever this is
The I love you's, I miss you's
And everything that left unsaid
Maybe it's better to keep it this way
Hoping that you might come across these words
Lisa sighed, the memory of her muse, flashed again as she dried her eyes, closing the notebook. She smiled at the thought of finally poured out everything that had been stayed only in her heart in the form of words. And no, she wont let him know about this, yet. But she hope somehow and someday in the future this will reach to the right recipient at the right time. He is her muse, Xu Minghao, also the guy who is keeping her awake at night.
lisa - the8
i felt like writing a poem(?) idek what to call that but i hope it reaches you❤ as much as it reaches me teeheeeee feel free to interpet the background story as how you imagine
i'll make sure next time i'll write fluffy short stories with the ships you have requested previously!!!
i just wanted to try new things sorry🥺
