narrations for my au (3)

end (2/?)

"I'm sorry if I wasn't there to protect you and be there for you when you needed me." Junhui's breathing became shaky, Jihoon turns his head and sees Junhui crying already as he remembered na may sariling panyo rin pala siya.

He looks at his handkerchief before reaching out and damping it on the fallen tears from Junhui's cheek, the latter laughs heartily as he gets the cloth from Jihoon's hand and wipes himself off. Jihoon breathes again as he looks back at the field trying to process all the things Junhui said.

"I just want to say, i'm sorry ulit." Junhui speaks again before it goes silence again, "and ayun, matagal na rin kitang napatawad." He turns his head for the second time and sees Junhui smiling despite the tears falling off from his eyes.

Jihoon stares at him for a second, admired his beauty which Jihoon loved every bit of it, from his long eyelashes to his pointy nose that Jihoon loves to poke when the man cuddles on the crook of his neck, the mole on the side of his lips, and his lips that Jihoon never gets tired staring at lalo na pag nakangiti 'to.

And there, his tears again falling as he pouts with overwhelming feelings building up inside him.

He missed him. He missed this.