possible tw: anxiety mentions / panic attack and intrusive thoughts and slight mention of drugs??
izzys pov
my heart begins to race as i read the message over and over again. i guess she's just checking in on me, i try to tell myself to calm down my nerves, but my body and mind doesn't seem to be taking in that fact. i start to feel nauseous so i race to the bathroom. the room is starting to spin. what's happening? have i been drugged? am i fainting? salty droplets roll from my eyes, trailing down my burning cheeks as i fall to the floor, desperately scrambling for some sense of security, anything to stop the spinning.
quickly turning to my phone, i begin searching for what to do, searching all my symptoms:
nausea, dizziness, shaking, hot flashes...
there's a result that stares me and pierces my brain: pregnancy. but wait, that wouldn't make sense? why am i worrying over something that is literally impossible for me?
she's going to leave you
a voice tells me. what? why are my thoughts rushing around my mind, seemingly all begging for my attention, but i am in no state to confront them?
she hates you. you're stuck.
i need to get help. but how? i don't feel as though my weakened knees are in any shape to carry myself all the way downstairs to ask mum what's happening. i cant call indy, she probably hates me.
you're dying.
you have no one.
you're all alone.
my breath is quickening at a rapid pace, along with my thoughts. my hands are clammy but the rest of my body feels exceptionally cold. am i ill? am i really dying? am i really all alone..?
a/n hii!! i've been gone for quite a while, i had no idea how to finish the last chapter because i have so many plans for this story, it's just difficult actually getting to them... this is kinda short so i'm sorry but i'll try to update within the next week :) also izzy isn't dying she'll be fine.. (physically..)
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Teen Fiction"her knees buckled and hit the rain-coated, uneven ground, sending splinters of pain shooting up her spine. it was painful, horrendously painful, yet it still didn't even compare to the pain she felt while trapped in her mind. and no matter how far...
