"Dreams are just temporary yet I wish they are reality"
Reana, a college teenager, was having dreams on some night. She dreams of someone; someone that at first was just someone she thinks about to someone special to her... and some other people too...
It's weird that I regret something even if I should have to. I told him I love him yet our shared dream had ended, it's a thing that earlier I should have known. We both felt so close to each other even the dreams were few, but he suddenly vanished, disappeared, away from me, unknown. I woke up to see my two and only best friends so worried, of me who suddenly passed out, maybe it's by the universe that has, to me, no mercy? I can't imagine what happened to me and Shua in our dreams together. I tend to mostly forget, I mostly forget for our memories to treasure. All I remember was we were both happy in those dreams which were on, but he disappeared, to where he has begun? Now my two friends gave me some medicine, for I vomited and my stomach got sick all of a sudden. I rested and sat down for a while yet here I am again, I cannot even sleep once again. Am I on my own trial? In a trial where I held back myself and just continued to think about the missed opportunity, now until when?
...After a while of resting, it's back to being my usual mood, another wave of overthinking...
I now hear my two friends who are now calling me to eat to make me feel better. "Reana, Reana" is what I hear, I can hear and in my mind I just don't notice them. I don't feel hungry so I pulled out a table and started writing a letter. Yes I'm writing a letter to him even if I know to myself that it'll never reach him, to myself I condemn. I started writing and planned to start simple, of how much I appreciate him in these dreams I'm having. I started off with "Dear Shua"... then my pen ink went missing. I had no choice but to get my extra pens that I forgot to unpack and left downstairs. Oh well I'll just get the pens and go straight upstairs.
Reana went down as her friends were waiting for her. She went to get her extra pen and she did then her friends asked her...
Yana:
Reana... are you okay?
Brielle:
Yeah, you feel sad, unhappy?
Reana:
I guess, if my life was just not crappy...
Reana quickly went upstairs as she started to continue to write yet all she could think of was "I love you". Her mind was being held back by her feelings of love which is true.
Why couldn't I think of anything else than that phrase? Is that all I can tell him, that I love him? Is that enough for him to love me back even by how short our dreams are like quick passing days? All I could write was a simple "I love you" is that it, is all my thoughts just dim? Maybe some music would help me focus. No, even if I try to listen to songs, I'm just so bogus. Whatever, I'll listen to songs anyways...
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