𝗸𝗶𝗹𝗹𝗮 | 𝚓𝚒 𝚌𝚑𝚊𝚗𝚐𝚖𝚒𝚗

four

❝As soon as my eyes are opened, my heart goes down.❞

✕

Changmin sat on his bed with his eyes fixated on the edge of it. He had many thoughts in his mind. To be specific, he's planning on something that he will do.

"Should I stain my hands with blood?" he mumbled without even blinking. "Or should I keep my hands to myself?"

Without a single knock, Younghoon entered the room and headed to his bed across the room. He was texting someone on his phone and did not even bother to spare a glance on Changmin.

"Younghoon," Changmin called out, but he did not receive a response.

Changmin rolled his eyes out of annoyance before grabbing a pillow from the top of his bed and threw it towards Younghoon. He successfully hit the boy's head, causing for the latter to remove his eyes from his phone.

"What the fuck do you want?" asked Younghoon with his teeth gritted.

Changmin shrugged his shoulders. "I just want some attention from you."

This time, it was Younghoon's turn to roll his eyes. "Just tell me what the fuck do you want," he told the latter before he continued to use his phone.

"Help me out to get Sunhee."

"You will never get her if you use violence," Younghoon stated without even looking on Changmin. "You need to make her fall for you if you want her, that's the most easiest way."

Changmin let out a huff. "Using violence is much easier."

"Do you think she will learn to love you if you are being like that?"

Changmin glanced on his left and he saw that Younghoon was already looking at him.

"You can't force someone to love you, Changmin. Loving someone is not a freaking choice."

"You wouldn't help me?" Changmin asked with an eyebrow raised.

Younghoon groaned. "How many times do I have to tell you that I will freaking help you if you don't use any violence?"

"I can't assure you on that."

"Then my answer is 'hell no', okay?"

With a smile, Younghoon threw Changmin's pillow back to him, also hitting the latter on his head.

"You can't just harm people in order to get what you want," Younghoon spoke after placing his phone at the top of his bedside table. "If the world forbids you two to be together, then that's it."

"Then I better do something before the world fully forbids us," Changmin breathed out.

Younghoon then let out a huff. "It is definitely much better if you sit the fuck down and do nothing."

Changmin let out a soft chuckle before shaking his head. "How can I get Sunhee if I do nothing?"

"Just. no. violence," Younghoon said, pausing for a second after each and every word.

Changmin sighed. "Fuck Lee Juyeon."

"Don't you dare to lay a hand on him," Younghoon spoke with his eyes glaring on Changmin.

"Oh," Changmin exclaimed. "You are worried because you are very close to him."

"You are also friends with—"

"That was before," Changmin cuts him off. "He definitely vanished after we graduated."

"That's not an enough reason, Changmin," Younghoon stated. "What would Sunhee react if she knew that you harmed Juyeon?"

"She would never know," Changmin responded with a shrug. "Unless, you tell her about it."

With his eyes widened, Younghoon got off of his bed and walked towards Changmin. He then sat at the edge of Changmin's bed.

"What I am thinking is wrong, right?" Younghoon questioned. "You will not do such thing."

Changmin huffed before a mischievous smirk formed on his lips. "I will do such thing, Younghoon."

With his eyes closed, Younghoon cursed inside his head.

"If Juyeon is her boyfriend, then that's it," Changmin bluntly said. "Even if he likes her, I'd still do it. If false alarm, then he's safe."

Younghoon stood up from Changmin's bed and attempted to walk away. "I'm not doing any shits for you."

"Know if Juyeon is dating Sunhee."

Younghoon halted on his steps, holding his breath for a second.

"I know that you two would meet tomorrow," said Changmin. "Just know the truth on what is his relationship with Sunhee. It is just as simple as that, you won't do any further than knowing something."

Younghoon only remained silent and continued to walk towards his bed and threw himself there.

"Don't ever lie about everything that you'll find out tomorrow, Younghoon," Changmin spoke from across the room. "You know what will happen if you do," he threatened.

"Don't you fucking dare," Younghoon hissed.

Changmin stifled a laugh. "Ah, your ex-girlfriend. I suddenly miss teasing her."

"I already told you to to stay away from her!"

"Calm down, will you? I did not do anything..." Changmin trailed off.

"...yet."

Younghoon did not utter a single word and just let a single tear to fall from his eye as he clutched onto his pillow.