Dr. Knowles

Is it Rape?

Bey Pov

Michael threw down my phone and I backed up into the wall.

"SO YOU THINK YOU BIG AND BAD BECAUSE YOU DIDNT LISTEN TO ME HUH??!"

I didn't say anything , just stayed silent.

"ANSWER ME DAMNIT"

I jumped as he slammed his fist against the wall.

I shook my head no and he smirked .

"Yes you do"

"NO I DON'T"

"WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU YELLING AT?"

"Fuck you" I said quietly

"WHAT?"

"Nothing"

"You said Fuck you?...Alright you want to get to fucked.. that's exactly what's gonna happen."

Michael pushed me on the bed and I got scared. I frantically looked around for something to hit him with but I couldn't find anything. I was so scared of him. I knew earlier we were going to have sex but as of now he repulsed me. I know now that I made the wrong decision but its too late. Shawn isn't gonna want me. I'm just damaged goods now.

Michael climbed on top of me and ripped off my shirt.

"Michael please don't"

"Shut the fuck up"

He began taking off his shirt and I took the opportunity to kick him off of me and dart for the door. I was right by the doorframe when I felt him grab me back.

"MICHAEL PLEASE. DON'T DO IT PLEASE. IM SORRY."

"Nah fuck that shit. It's over now. You getting it now."

Michael ripped my hands from the doorframe and dragged me back to the bed. He climbed on top, sitting on my waist. He took off my bra and slide down to take off my jeans and thong.

"MICHAEL PLEASE."

"DIDN'T I TELL YOUR ASS TO SHUT UP. "

He slapped me across the face as he pulled out his little member. He wasn't hung so I hoped the damage wouldn't be too bad. He thrust into me with all his might as I screamed out in pain. My screams rippled through the loft as I felt my insides begin to churn. He went faster and faster until he came.

"Act like you enjoy my shit. SCREAM MY FUCKING NAME"

I tried to act like it was good but I couldn't do it good enough because he hit me with another blow to the face.

"I CAN'T HEAR YOU BEY. SCREAM MY NAME."

"Michael..."

"LOUDER"

"Michael"

"BITCH I SAID LOUDER" he slammed into me again causing me to scream.

"SPEAK"

"MICHAEL" I mmoamed more and tried to make it bareable.

Tears rushed down my face as he continued to rape me. I cried and moaned as directed. I just wanted it to end....and it did.

After about an hour, Michael finished up with me. He left to go take a shower while I laid on the bed trying to recuperate. Michael came out the shower and left the loft. I don't know where he was going and I frankly don't give a damn. I limped to the bathroom and began to draw a bath. I soaked in some Epsom salt to relieve the pain. The hot water felt good against my skin. I almost fell asleep in the tub. I got out and collapsed on the bed hoping it would just be me tonight.
The next morning....

I woke up without Michael next to me. I was relieved . I couldn't believe what happened last night. It was 6 am and I had to be at work today. I heard the sub principal is a straight bitch and everybody wants me to come back. I was ready by 7:30 and left.

I got to school at 8 and everybody welcomed me back with open arms.

"Doctor k, doctor k" I heard from all my little babies and some colleagues.

I walked to my office and saw Jerome walking out.

"Hey kiddo"

"Ayee Doc you're back"

"Yea well you know I couldn't stay away from you forever."

"Thank god. Your replacement is crazyyyy"

"Jerome be nice, why are you in here in the first place?"

"Just some kid messing with me , so I had to show him who was boss."

"What did I tell you about fighting?"

"Well you haven't been around to keep me in line. "

"We'll I'm not always going to be. You have to be mature enough to do that on your own. Alright"

"Yea yea"

"....and Jerome, how's your father?"

"The same as before, annoying workaholic and angry."

I looked at Jerome with sympathy and told him to get back to class.

I walked to my office and saw this chubby white woman sitting on my desk. She was dressed in all black with her feet up. I looked at her like two types of crazy.

"Excuse me. This is my office."

"No it's not. I've been here for a while and I've never seen you here before."

"I don't know if they didn't explain this too you, so I will. I've been here for years. I'm back and I'm here to stay so gather your stuff and get to stepping."

She rolled her eyes and wobbled out. Today was not the day. I sat down in my chair and sighed.

I relaxed for a minute before my phone rang.

"Hello"

"WHERE THE FUCK YOU AT?"

"I'm at work Michael "

"YOU BETTER NOT BE WITH THAT NIGGA OR YOU GONNA GET THE SAME SHIT YO ASS GOT LAST NIGHT "

"Michael I'm not..please dont.."

Michael hung up without saying anything.I got worried and tried to calm down. There was a knock at the Door from Kelly so I straightened up and tried to wipe the fear from my eyes.

"BB I'm glad you're back. I missed you" she came over and hugged me.

"I missed you too girl."

We hugged and I smiled. I honestly didn't want to be bothered but she kept talking. Eventually she got to the point.

"Well although your back . you got work to do. Carter is here. I'm now you must be glad to see him. "

I frowned at the sound of his name. I miss him. I need him. I know I've been back and forth with my emotions about him, but last night confirmed him. I'm scared now. Last night was it. Apart of me was nervous about seeing him.

"Yea I am. Please send him in"

"Will do babe"

I stood in front of the door waiting for him. He walked in and our connected my heart thumped and my hands started to sweat.

"Hi.."

"Hi"

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Poor Bey..why did she have to go through that?

Hopefully she tells Shawn, but she might not..

Shuts about to get real though.