Dr. Knowles

The Great Awakening

I sat next to him. We didn't say anything we just sat and let the silence talk for us.

Its been a month since bey has been in the hospital and she still hasn't woken up. I'm not sure what her condition is because her mother won't let me visit her. If anything I'll sneak in to see her but that's it.  Its been hard not hearing her voice. I miss my beybey. Jerome has been taking it rough too he really misses her. He's been acting up again and I'm not sure how to control him. I've talked to him, took away his games, making him stay in his room. Nothings working.

Today I plan on seeing bey at the hospital. I try to come early because rarely anyone is there. I was headed over there now to see her.

The hospital was quiet not too much happening. I went straight to her room. Nobody was there for her so I took my time.  She looked so peaceful.

"Hey bey. Its Shawn. Its been a minute since I've heard your voice. I miss you. Jerome misses you. He's not doing too well bey. he's acting up again. He needs you. Please Bey Bey wake up for me."

"Mm...Shawn. I've been awake. "

"Bey oh my god. Baby. "I hugged her

"Ow Shawn. I'm still sore."

"Bey I'm so happy you're awake. When did you wake up? "

"Three days ago. I was wondering when you would come see me."

"Look Bey. I've been here almost everyday to come see you. I missed you so much." I kissed her  on the forehead.

"Bey do you remember the accident."

"Not really. I don't really remember the last couple months. Just bits and pieces. Its like a blur sort of. I know that me and Michael are still engaged but I think he's cheating. Me and you are really really close and Jerome is my right hand man. I'm still working at the school and that's all I remember. Is that right?"

"No no so much has changed bey. You and Michael aren't engaged anymore. We lived together for a bit and you are my girlfriend now."

"What? Why? How?"

"Well Michael was cheating and he beat you. I took care of you. we got closer and became an item."

"But why would he do that?" Beyoncé teared up and I just wiped her tears away.

"He was an asshole. He was cheating with his secretary. He neglected you and left me to pick up the pieces."

"I knew something was going on with that bitch. I never trusted her ass. "

"So where do I live now?"

" you don't live anywhere"

"I'M HOMELESS?"

"You moved out the condo from Michael and lived with me but you wanted to be independent so you moved to a hotel and you checked out about a month or so ago. The day you got into the accident."

"How did I get into an accident? Why would I check out?"

I sighed knowing she would eventually find out it was my fault.

"Well ....it was my fault. I wasn't paying attention. I was nervous. I went to see you and when you pulled out. I turned around to look at Jerome and we crashed. I'm so sorry bey I never meant for that to happen. You have to believe me baby"

"....so you're the reason I'm here"

"Yes..."

There was silence and it was killing me. I didn't wan't bey to leave me again. I couldn't take it. She's made me so happy and I can't bear to lose her.