We climbed in bed and for the second time in a row. We fell asleep in each others arms...
It was midnight when I heard sniffling and my pillow wet. I opened my eyes and stretched. Bey was crying her little heart out.
"Bey...bey"
"Yes" she said as she continued to sniffle.
"What's wrong?"
"I'm sorry if I woke you. "
"Bey its fine. Tell me what's wrong..."
"I..he..he..."Bey couldn't talk, she could only cry. Whatever Michael said must've really hurt her because she couldn't even form a sentence. I rubbed her and let her cry. I adjusted my eyes to the darkness and looked at her. Her nose were red and her face seemed colorless. I hated seeing her like this.
After about 15 minutes bey finally spoke.
"I went to the loft to get the rest of my stuff and Erica was there looking through my stuff. I told her to move. She did but then she started flashing her engagement ring, He proposed, and it was my ring that I gave back to him. So it was sloppy seconds and I told her. Then she started talking about my....Umm... problem...." Bey paused leaving me on edge.
"What problem?"
Bey shed a tear." I can't have kids, even if I do I'll miscarry."
"Bey I'm so sorry."
"I.. I..I can't believe he would tell her something like that. So personal. So private. I feel so betrayed."
"Bey im gonna give you the only advice i know of. get a bottle of wine. Cry and be with someone who you can trust."
"Shawn can I trust you?"
"Of course."
"Shawn?"
"Do you think anyone is going to want to be with me if I can't have kids?"
"Yes of course. Why would you even ask that? You're beautiful, smart, independent..."
"Michael said no one would want me. I'm useless"
"Bey that's bullshit. Anyone would want you?"
"Would you?" Bey asked me with longing in her eyes.
"Of course even me."
"Thank you" she wiggled into my arms deeper until she was buried in my chest. She went back to sleep snoring lightly.
I can't believe how someone so beautiful and sweet could be hurt so badly. Shes always smiling and laughing but I guess its just a facade. I want to make her feel better. Make her feel love again. Maybe one I can make her love me. I drifted off to bed and had some very..... Nice dreams about Bey ;).
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