I recommend listening to:
"Touch" by Sleeping At Last
"Roslyn" by Ben Pellow
"I love you" by Billie Eilish
"Are You With Me" by nilu
"The Night We Met" by Lord Huron
"A Thousand Years" by Christine Perri
"Skinny Love" by Birdy
"To Build A Home" by The Cinematic Orchestra and Patrick Watson
"Where's My Love," by SYML
"Happiest Year" by Jaymes Young
"Stay" by Rhianna
and "Moondust" - Stripped: EP version by Jaymes Young (no specific order) on repeat while reading this.
I just chose those because that was what I was listening to while writing this but by all means, listen to any other song that really hits home while reading if you want :)
Y/n POV
It's been a week since Draco died.
Today is his funeral and I am nowhere near ready for it.
I got up from my bed and walked into the bathroom. I turned the shower on and waited for the water to get hot. While I was waiting for the water I stood in front of the mirror and stared at my reflection.
I looked horrible.
My eyes were red and I had dark eye bags underneath them from getting barely any sleep. My cheeks were also red and puffy, tear stains very visible from crying so much. I looked down at the hoodie I had on and let out a shaky breath.
Draco's hoodie.
I've had this hoodie on since the day it happened, and if you can't tell by now this is the first time I've gotten out of bed since that happened.
I sighed and looked away from myself. I stripped from my clothes and got in the shower.
My mind immediately went to Draco. I remembered when we used to take showers together. He would always wash my back for me and whisper sweet little nothings in my ear while washing my hair. I felt tears weld up in my eyes.
Fuck I miss him so much.
I felt my heartbeat increase at the thought of him and all the things we would do together. Before I knew it, I was sobbing uncontrollably.
I gripped the little handlebar that was in the shower and leaned my head against the wall. I can't stop thinking about him. His lips. His face. His eyes. His touch. His kisses. His hugs.
God, he gave the best hugs. Just the way his skin felt against mine felt so good. His kisses were amazing.
The way his lips felt against mine, against my skin felt amazing.
I let out a deep sigh and finished my shower. I got out and wrapped a towel around my body and walked into my room.
I walked over to my closet and pulled out the black dress I've been dreading to wear.
I walked over to my bed and laid the dress down. I dried my body off and put the towel down and slipped the dress on. I zipped it up and ran my fingers over it slowly. I grabbed my heels that were by my closet door and put them on.
