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did I mention I love youuuu?
AGHHHH ok ok here's the smut
tw: smoking
I opened the doors to the common room and automatically the smell of weed burned my nose.
I rolled my eyes.
Blaise must be here.
I walked towards the couches to see zabini, crabbe, goyle, and malfoy.
I sat on the coutch between blaise and gregory.
I looked around the room at the guys and they were all high, even draco which is weird because he never gets high. when I used to smoke all the time with blaise, draco would always tell us that its bad for and that we're gonna die if we dont quit soon enough so what did I do? I quit. blaise didn't though. but here he is, getting high but it's whatever. I honestly don't care.
"here," I looked over at blaise, he had the blunt in his hand.
I shook my head and slightly pushed his hand away. "im good."
I heard draco chuckle causing me to turn my head in his direction.
"what's so funny?" I questioned.
"Nothing. Just the fact that you would non-stop smoke, but now all of a sudden you just don't want to anymore."
"all of a sudden? I quite like 6 months ago because you would always yell at me and blaise that if we don't stop 'we're gonna die'." I said.
he rolled his eyes. "its not that deep, chill" he sat leaned back in his chair and kept deep hard staring at me.
excuse me?
his eyes hung low as his hair hung lightly over his forehead, making his eyes just barely able to see. he looked over my face repeatedly like he was looking for something, but I didn't know what it was.
but god he looked so good right now. the things id let him do to me- shut up y/n.
goyle reached over to draco and gave him the blunt. he took it out of his hands and licked his lips slowly. he then brought the blunt up to his his lips, taking a long puff before blowing it out slowly. I looked away from him. I hate when he teases me like that. especially when im pissed off at him.
"why are you still with him?" blaise whispered in my ear.
I sighed quietly. "because I love him" I looked down at my shoes. I really do love him but by the way he's been acting it really makes it hard.
he grabbed the blunt from crabbe.
"bullshit."
he put it up to his lips and took a long puff as well. I scoffed and got off the couch. I walked away from all of them and walked upstairs and went in my room, slamming the door shut.
I plopped down on my bed and huffed. what is draco's problem today? well I mean im used to draco being an asshole, but what's Blaise's problem? all I said was how I still loved draco. am I just not allowed to say I love my dickhead of a boyfriend anymore?
it's true. I do still love him. he can be nice when he wants to be but most of the time he can be a complete dick to me and I have no idea why. I dont know what I for him to be like that to me. sometimes I feel as if he doesn't love me anymore.
I felt tears stinging my eyes but I quickly blinked them away and sighed. im totally ok my boyfriend doesn't love me anymore. best feeling in the fucking world.
