You liked the sun, while I preferred the stars
I loved the sea, while you loved the sand
You liked to draw, while I liked to paint
You loved the color yellow, whilst I loved blue
I showed you my inner rainbow, and you said that you loved it
But the next time I met you, you turned away from me
As if I wasn’t anything anymore
We used to laugh together for so long our stomachs hurt
We used to hangout every week
We used to watch cheesy movies because you loved them so
We used to be friends, till you turned me away
The limit to our friendship turned out to be
My inner rainbow instead of the sky
You kept up the pretense of being my friend
After I moved away you gave it up
No more texts
No more calls
No more hanging out
Because you thought it was a risk
The risk that, because of my inner rainbow
That I might like you as more then a friend
Never mind all of those times
I’d told you that no
I do not have a crush on you because of my inner rainbow
No, I didn’t and never would look at you like that
But this tiny risk was too much for you
Now that you knew
Never mind that you were my only real friend
The others never wanted to include me
Even before they knew of my inner rainbow
I doubt they know now
But now, it was worse
Though you didn’t tell them of my inner rainbow
You went with them when they excluded me
And it hurt
It still hurts
It’s been two years since it happened
I haven’t heard from you in one and a half
You were the closest friend I’d ever had
But not anymore
We used to be friends, a long time ago
We used to be friends
