Trapped .

All Bad

I was in the hospital worried sick about Ryan , trying to figure out if he was gonna survive. After some hours the doctor came in. "April , he's gonna be okay , go home , get some rest." he said patting me on the back . I decided to actually for once do what I was told. I kissed Ryan on the cheek whispered I love you and walked to my car holding Kaycee. I put her in her car seat and got in the car. I decided to take Kaycee to school. I was in the middle of thoughts flowing through my brain until all of a sudden I had to throw up. I pulled over to the side of the road and threw up. "Mommy, are you okay?" Kaycee said coming around to where I was."yea baby, just felt a little sick I guess." We got back in the car. After I dropped Kaycee off at school , I went to Cvs and walked down the aisles until I found a pregnancy test. I bought the rest and went to the only place I could think of where I once felt comfortable. Miranda's house. I went up to the front door and rung the doorbell. A weird shadow appeared at the door. It opened and it was Jay. "What the hell are you doing here ?" I asked angrily , remind you I still think Jay is the reason why Ryan is in the hospital."Miranda needed help with something , she didn't know we were separated." He said , "you want to come in?" I walked in the house and saw Miranda. I pulled her into my old room which was still there with everything I left in it. We stared at each other until she gave me a tight , warming hug. A tear rolled down my face , she could tell I was going through something. don't we all ? I looked up at her and pulled the pregnancy test out my purse, without me saying a word she said " go see ." I went in the bathroom and did what the instructions said. I waited a few minutes , I couldn't believe the results , I was once again pregnant. I was in shock. I sat back and thought ..... only problem now is .. it could be Ryan's baby.