MESSAGE: I don't get hate at all on this app bc everyone here actually wants to read this story, but on other apps such as tiktok, i get hate... saying things like "stop fetishizing the poor children". Let me tell you, i do not fetishize any characters from my hero. when i write smuts, i do it cus i think anything that involves seggs is hysterical. I write the fluffs bc this ship comforts me. And i write angst when i feel like crying. thank you and heres the chapter.
Fluff btw:
Middle school AU:::: everything is the same except bakugo bullied deku bc he likes him. also this takes place before deku meets all might
Katsuki PoV:
I can't really say that I hate Deku. Because I'd be lying to myself. But I do hate that I love him. He seriously doesn't realize how special he is. I know he doesn't have a quirk, but he's smart, pretty, and good at analyzing every situation.
I look over at him. I frown when I see that his head is buried in his arms. I don't like it when he's sad. But most of that is my fault. I ruin his life because I can't get my feelings in order.
The bell rang and the teacher dismissed us. I walk out of class and see that Deku is walking over to the bathroom. He looked like he was in a hurry. But there was more to it then just that. He looked-- unsettled. So I followed him in.
I walked in the bathroom and saw Deku looking at himself in the mirror.
"What are you doing?" I asked him, trying to put on the act like I didn't care. Even though I did.
"Wh- Huh? Oh, hi Kacchan" He stammered.
"You didn't answer the question" I said.
"Right, uh... Not really doing anything" He looked down.
"Do not lie to me. Something is wrong and you're going to tell me" I said.
"I... Don't want to talk about it" He whimpered.
I sighed.
"I can respect that, but don't lie to me"
"O- okay." He said.
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Still Katsuki's PoV:
I walk into my house greeted by my mother screaming at me.
"Welcome home, Brat!"
I groaned in response.
I walk up to my room and throw myself on my bed. I'm scared for Deku. He doesn't act like this. Not even on his worst days.
I pick up my phone and text Deku.
"Can I come over"
He read the text almost instantly.
"Sure"
I didn't expect that answer. I thought he was terrified of me. But I was still happy.
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I get to his house and knock on the door. Inko's car wasn't in the driveway so I'm guessing she was still at work.
Deku answered the door seconds later.
"Hi Kacchan" He said with a faint smile. I could tell he wasn't faking it but he still looked broken.
"Can we go to your room?" I ask. I didn't really have a plan. I had the option to confess to him, or ask him if he was actually okay. But I don't think he's ready to hear my confession yet, so I'll just ask him if he's okay.
We get to his room and he opens the door. His room isn't messy, but it wasn't clean.
I sat on his bed and he did the same.
"What did you want to talk about?" He asks slowly.
It truly broke me to see how unhappy he was.
"Please tell me that you're okay. I know I always seem like I don't care, which is mostly the case, but it's different with you. I actually care about you. So please tell me that I don't have to worry" I said in one breath.
Deku looked shocked. Considering that I bullied him all my life.
He took a moment to process what he heard and then blushed.
"WHA? why are you blushing???" I ask.
He teared up. And then I went into panic mode.
I scoot over to him and hug him tightly.
"I didn't mean to yell... I'm just scared that you're not okay..." I said sweetly. I hated how I sound when I'm nice, but I could care less right now.
I picked him up so he was in my lap.
"Thank you Kacchan..." He said as he buried his face into my shoulder.
I blushed. He was fucking adorable. I took a deep breath.... and then decided that I couldn't wait anymore.
"Deku... I love you" I said.
He stopped crying and lifted his head.
Then hugged me tighter.
"I've loved you forever" He said, his face still buried in my shoulder... so he was a little muffled. But I could still hear him.
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I never actually found out what Deku was so upset about, but I knew he was fine. And that's all that mattered.
I rushed the ending but who cares. 🤘
