Always Forever | Asanoya (apocalyptic au)

7 | Caim

Caim: (n.) "sanctuary"; an invisible circle of protection, drawn around the body with a hand, that reminds you that you are safe and loved, even in the darkest times

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Asahi's pov

I told them what happened and said it wasn't my fault, but also admitting it was my fault. I told them I didn't want to kiss Aimi and that she kissed me. I said that I still really loved Noya. I wanted to be just friends with Aimi and nothing else.

It was silent for a moment. "Well, you should go wait for him to wake up so you can apologize to him. He was hurt." Daichi spoke first.

"Yeah. Noya really liked you. So, so much. He always talked about you. Even when he was ignoring you, he still talked about how much he loved you. He was planning on talking to you too, you know? Hes never loved anyone as much as he loves you. If you want him, tell him. Tell him everything there is to know." Suga remarked.

I nodded to him and turned to go to Noyas room. Someones hand grabbed my wrist, I turned to see Tanaka. "Please, take care of him."

"I will." I smiled at him. 

Tanaka smiled back and let go of my hand. I walked to the room and slowly opened the door. I saw Noya still laying down and playing with something in his hands when I walked in. He turned his head and looked at me, then turning back around.

"How are you feeling?" I asked walking in and sat at the edge of the bed.

He ignored me.

"Look, I know Im the last person you want to talk to right now, but I came to apologize." I told him, looking at him.

Still no answer.

Okay... here it goes.

"Noya I'm so sorry I hurt you, i really don't mean to. And that kiss, I swear I didn't want to, she kissed me. I don't expect you to believe me, but its the truth. I really do love you. I love you so much, I wouldn't know what to do without you. I really am truly sorry." I trembled, crying uncontrollably.

"I dont want your lame apology." Noya mumbled.

"W-What?" I stuttered.

He didn't respond. I lowered my head and stood up. I walked to the door and I was about to open the door.

"Asahi." I turned to face him, he was standing at the end of the bed.

"It really hurt, what you did-" "I told you I didn't mean too!" I interrupted him.

"Just let me finish, dammit!" He snapped. "It hurt. A lot. I thought I had lost you. I was so scared. I was gonna talk to you but when I saw you and that girl, I just blew up. It made me so angry and sad and confused. But I still love you. Please never do that again."

I stood there for a minute, processing what he said. "What are you saying?"

"I'm saying, I love you Asahi." He grabbed my shirt and pulled me into him.

He pulled my head down with his hand on my neck to reach his height. He pressed his lips against mine. I was shocked but then slowly faded into the kiss. It was rough kiss, our lips clinging together. He kissed me as if he hadn't he hadnt seen me in ages, as if my lips were his escape.

I hoisted him up and he wrapped his legs around my waist. I carried him to the bed and laid him down, climbing on top of him. We kept kissing, only stopping for oxygen and soft "I love yous." Then he trailed his hands up my shirt, making me flinch at his touch. His small, cold hands up and around my torso.