The return

Chapter 7: Would you forgive me?

LOLA

I would be lying if I say that I haven't been checking my phone every five minutes to see if Harry has called. Even though he hurt me and hasn't earnt my forgiveness yet, I still hope that he calls just so I can hear his voice, the voice I miss dearly. If he phoned it would show he still cared for me and is wanting to gradually build back our once close relationship as brother and sister. Yes I do feel bad for ignoring him and only him, it broke mum's heart to lie to him but she knew it was for the best..... It was wasn't it? I ask myself this question every morning, would things be different if I wasn't so stubborn? Claire tells me to just get on with my life and forget him, but how can I he is my only brother and I love him. Sometimes I wonder if Claire is a bad influence on me, I've been friends with her for so long that I'm just so oblivious to her ways now. But no matter what she has been there for me always so I would never change her for the world. I told her this once and she told me to stop being a little bitch and being so nice as it was making her gag, such a lovely girl she is.

"Lola if you don't stop checking your phone for the next few seconds I will throw it against the wall" boomed Claires voice from across the living room.

"I don't look at it that much C" , but as always she looked straight through my lie. She let of the opposite sofa and came and sat down next to my feet, placing my feet in my lap she says, "if you want him to ring so bad why don't you just ring him yourself?"

I looked at her for a few seconds debating whether I should. "No he's the one who needs to apologise and repair us so he should be the one to call me not the other way round" I argued. She patted my feet lightly while laughing. "Alright chill, mother nature visit you today eh" she started laughing harder at me so I kicked her off the edge of the sofa with my feet. "Hey!!", I jumped up from the sofa and stormed to my room, I slammed open my door and practically flopped onto my new kings size black metal poster bed. I must have been exhausted as I fell asleep on top of the duvet without even changing into my pyjamas.

Morning

I awoke to the bed sinking down next to me and a pair of long arms wrapping around me. I sighed and turned to face the person next to me. "morning sleepy head, I'm sorry for last night I know the subject of your brother is sensitive"

I smiled at her sleepily before replying, "it's okay C I just want him back so bad but I don't want to make the first move so it hurts my heart" Claire hugged me even tighter before telling me to get into the shower while she made breakfast, I happily agreed as she is one of the best cooks I know and her making me food is heaven. 

I place on my harry potter hoodie and clean pj bottoms as well as fluffy socks and then made my way down the staircase into the kitchen. sitting on the counter were stacks of pancakes with maple syrup, my favourite, my mouth watered just looking at them. "Go on grab a plate before I eat them all" Claire spoke through a mouthful of food. "Couldn't even wait for me I see" she gave me a glare as if to say 'are you stupid this is food I don't wait for food'. After a few plates of pancakes I turn towards Claire and tell her what I've been pondering over all night,  "I'm going to take your advice and phone him" Claire jumps out of her seat and does a little dance towards my phone on the side table. She places in my hand my brothers contact already up. Now the question is , Will he answer me?......

A/N thank you all for reading this far, it means a huge deal to me, if you enjoy this a comment or rate would mean even more to me, I'm sorry for the late update I have been suffering with tonsillitis,  love you all xxx

~S