The return

Chapter 6 : To talk or not to talk

(A/N I'm sorry for not updating sooner i have just been really busy with school and christmas this year, well anyway I hope you all like this chapter also the picture above is of what Harry is wearing.)

Harry

I have been wollowing in my room for over a week now, the boys have come and go bringing me meals as to not have me starve. They have tried to talk me into leaving my room but I wasn't having any of it, I just wanted to drown in self pity and depression. Obviously it was really getting on louis nerves so when he came into my room shouting at me to get my lazy depressed arse into the shower and down stairs it wasn't a surprise. I obliged to his request not wanting to upset him. As I turned on the shower I found out how much i actually smelt, how did I not realise? As the water fell accross my shoulders I felt the tension in my back slowly begin to reside, this was definatley worth it. Finally feeling as if I was clean enouhg i stepped out into my room, I placed my black skinny jeans and woollen jumper onto my bed as I began to get ready. Once satisfied I gradually made my way downstairs to hear laughing and shoughting coming from the living room. As I entered the room everyone stopped what they were doing and turned to face me, Niall ran over to me shouting, "HES ALIVE" ! I chuckled lightly to myself, walking over to the couch and slumping down. "How are you feeling harry?" Spoke liam, he was always the one that cared the most about peoples feelings, "Im doing much better thanks LI, I think all I needed was some space".

"Soooo will you tell us what happened on the phone between your mum now Harry?", I gave them a quizzical look before realising that I hadn't actually told them what happened, I took a deep breathe before recounting the phone call between my mother and me.

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HARRY

The Boys looked at me with shocked expressions, seemingly lost for words as they processed what I had just told them. Louis was the first one to speak up, "so you had no idea that she has had contact with your family for these past years? " , I looked at Louis with an are you stupid look then replied,  "no Louis I had no idea that I was being betrayed by the whole of my family even my mother who has lied to my face about not seeing her daughter, I have felt so guilty when ever I saw her face,  and to just have that thrown at me it hurts, it hurts so much" my voice cracks a bit at the end but I hold in what tears I have left. After I had finished my mini speech all the boys jumped up and swallowed me in one big group hug. We decided to put a film on to take our minds off of everything, Louis gave us all a smirk before placing our own movie into the DVD player. Somewhere near the middle of the movie Louis fell asleep on my shoulder, not wanting to wake him up I let him sleep and not long after I slowly drifted off as well.

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I awoke to hushed chatter coming from next to me, Louis had woken up and was talking to Niall, I pretended to be asleep just so I could hear their conversation:

( L - Louis.   N - Niall)

L: I think Harry should talk to Lola and sort things out between them because this argument has gone on for too long.

N: I agree although I doubt Harry would agree to talking to her though, she has ignored him for 2 years.

L: well that was kind of Harry's fault though wasn't it, maybe he should start by talking to his mum first and mending their relationship before his sisters.

N: I don't think so, he feels too betrayed by his mum right now he's probably more likely to talk to Lola, maybe if we talk to him about it he would agree.

L: maybe, let's talk about it too him later when he's awake.

I thought about it for a few seconds before speaking up, "no need I'm already awake", I felt Louis visibly jump next to me, they both looked at me with guilt ridden smiles. "urm sorry Harry we didn't no you were awake, we just wanted to help we didn't mean anything by it" Louis rushed out a quick apology whilst I laughed at him, "don't apologize Louis I know you only want the best for me and your right this has been going on for too long, I won't talk to my mum right now but maybe I'll give talking to Lola a try, I'll have to think about it though", they gave me nods before heading off into theOK kitchen where the other boys resided. I don't even know if Lola would want to talk to me, the things I said to her were horrible and I wouldn't forgive myself if I was her, I had no way of contacting her anyway so at least that gave me a chance to think things through. The question needing answering is too talk or to not talk.....

(A/N thank you all for reading I really do appreciate it, if you would be so kind to vote That would be great and I would be eternally grateful as it makes my day love you all Xxx)