Private Show

Part 24: Trauma

Trigger warning: Miscarriage

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parkerthepisces:
Hey. Are we good?

princess.velvet:
Yea we're good. I'm sorry

parkerthepisces:
It's okay

princess.velvet:
No it's not okay. I was projecting a past issue onto u

parkerthepisces:
Do you wanna talk about it?

princess.velvet:
My first ex really wanted me to move across the country with him for college, and I kept saying no, so he had this brilliant idea to try and get me pregnant so I would end up moving. He knew how I felt about having kids too

parkerthepisces:
What a piece of shit. How'd you find out about his plan?

princess.velvet:
Well he tried and succeeded

parkerthepisces:
He got you pregnant?

princess.velvet:
Mhm. I was only 18. I didn't even know I was pregnant at the time. I was stressing really bad about school and what to do about our relationship, plus I was working long hours too

parkerthepisces:
Did the breakup go differently than what you told me?

princess.velvet:
No, he did ghost me after he left. The reason he ghosted me was bc I told him I had a miscarriage and I wasn't upset about it. He called me cold and harsh then I threw the fact that he got me pregnant without my knowledge. There was a whole argument and shit

parkerthepisces:
I'm so sorry you had to go through that. I'll be extra careful from now on

princess.velvet:
Nate u didn't do anything wrong. Condoms just break sometimes

parkerthepisces:
I know, but still. I don't want you feeling like that ever again

princess.velvet:
Ur gonna make me cry

princess.velvet:
Ur the only guy to ever treat me this good. God, do I really have daddy issues?

parkerthepisces:
Maybe just a little bit

parkerthepisces:
But it's fine. We can work on our issues together

princess.velvet:
What issues do u have?

parkerthepisces:
I'm not sure, but I usually go for women my age who are too independent to the point where they see me as a needy child when I want their attention

princess.velvet:
U like emotionally unavailable women

parkerthepisces:
Ah yes that's the word

princess.velvet:
Good thing I'm extra emotional then huh?

parkerthepisces:
Yeah. I'm not sure why

princess.velvet:
U probably thought u could fix them? Or maybe while growing up the girls you liked didn't even look ur way or they only used u bc ur smart or something

parkerthepisces:
I was a bit of a nerdy child and I liked the mean girls

princess.velvet:
Well there u go. U also broke ur cycle

parkerthepisces:
Thank you Dr. Turner. How shall I pay you?

princess.velvet:
With affection of course

parkerthepisces:
Do you wanna break down your issues now?

princess.velvet:
God no not today. I've opened up a lot of bad memories, all I wanna do is take a nice bath, watch sad movies, and cry

parkerthepisces:
Do you want some company?

princess.velvet:
Yes, but bring snacks!

parkerthepisces:
I'll bring all your favorites. See you soon. I love you Princess Phoebe 💚

princess.velvet
I love you too Nate the Pisces 💘

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