Private Show

Part 26: Phoebe's Letter

To Nate the Pisces,

Writing to you because I miss you. We miss you. I hate that you have to be gone for a whole month, but it's fine. I get to bond with my babies! I really hate how you seduced me to have 2 more, I swear you practice witchcraft, because there's just no way you're THAT smooth. But at least you got your boy. Oh, how I love irony. We got 2 girls and a boy instead. And you already know Preston is a big mama's boy! Adrienne and Kaia really have you wrapped around their fingers. I know you get them whatever they want even when I say no. Kai is easy to persuade, but Adri would rather die than tell me any of the secrets you two share. I'm glad you have that bond with her. I hope you two stay close once she gets older. Pres has been asking for legos. He wants to build things, but only whatever he draws. He told me he wants to be like his papa when he becomes a grown up.

I found those old Polaroids of us on our wedding day. I never really imagined myself getting married, I always thought I'd just be single or end up dating someone forever, let alone have 3 kids. You changed me, Nate, in a good way. I like the person I've become with you by my side. You're pretty much my best friend. I know I can be a lot to handle sometimes, but you do so well. I appreciate you being so patient with me.

Also, I got the bouquet you sent. Windflowers are my favorite, but you already knew that. I feel like you know everything about me. You probably do. I know a lot about you, but you're still so mysterious. I love that most about you. Figuring you out for the past few years has been fun. I still can't believe I managed to get your name right. I wonder when you would've told me had I never guessed correctly. I hope you tell me when you come back.

You mentioned in a letter sometime ago that me being a mother is interesting. Well, let me tell you about what it's like watching you be such a phenomenal father. Every night, maybe 10 minutes before you get home, Adrienne gathers her siblings and they sit on the steps waiting for you. They never get up and they just stare at the door waiting for you to unlock it. Just pure silence for 10 whole minutes, then I hear all 3 of them scream happily and announce that their papa is home. Hearing that every night is music to my ears. I know they prefer you over me, especially the girls, and I'm okay with that. I love watching you interact with them. I love how you play with them, speak to them, and you never break your promises to them either. You boost them with confidence, you're so affectionate with them too. My favorite thing is when our children climb into bed with us and beg us to read them a story. They love the voices you give the characters. Fatherhood suits you well, and I'm elated that we have 2 little Phoebes and 1 little Nate running around the house.

   I don't know what I've done to deserve such a loving and understanding partner, but damn how lucky am I? I find it unbelievable that after we started dating you still wanted to talk on the app. You were basically paying your own girlfriend to talk to you. I don't get why you'd do that, but I wasn't complaining. I know I haven't told you why I ever joined. I got fired from my previous job and my luck was garbage. I don't remember how I ran across that damn app, but I was relieved that I did because I could get paid to talk to random men. I just didn't realize how popular I would get. That's how you probably found me huh? On the popular creators' tab. I'm glad you found me, Nathaniel. Words can't begin to describe.

   Hmm, I'm running out of things to talk about. Maybe I should finish up? I can't wait until you come back, and when you do, we seriously need to take a vacation. Just me and you though. Maybe make baby number 4? Let me stop before you get ideas. Stop thinking about it. Anyways, we love you. More than you can imagine.

Xoxo,
Princess Phoebe

P.S
My parents have the kids the week you come back. Spit in my mouth when you get home ;)

A/n: The end! Feeling a little sad that it's over 😔