CONFUSED|| woosan

chapter 31

a/n: i have decided to double update as i felt bad and i have nothing else to do. plus i was excited to get this chapter out!
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it got quiet before san asked

"can i kiss you?"

wooyoung's eyes went wide before he started feeling the heat go to his face.

he couldn't think of an answer so embarrassing himself felt like the best option

"i-i've n-never kissed a-anyone"
wooyoung shyly whispered

he was waiting for any reaction but the answer he was about to get from san would leave him in shock

"i haven't either"
san whispered back

wooyoung was in shock and he couldn't believe that his roommate who was extremely beautiful, talented, and kind had never kissed anyone before 

he was still in shock that he didn't
feel san get even closer

"wooyoung"
san said in a different tone that wooyoung couldn't recognize but it did give him chills

wooyoung snapped out of his trance and said

"hmm?"

san asked him again

"can we be each other's first kiss?"
san asked which wooyoung felt so happy in the inside knowing that san asked for consent.

he was raised right

wooyoung just stared into san's eyes not knowing where else to look.

they were both in a daze and san realized what he was asking before saying

"you don't have to agree though. please don't feel press-"
san said and started to back away but stopped when wooyoung whispered

"yes"

san looked into wooyoung's eyes to search for any type of regret or pressure.

he couldn't find any

san looked at wooyoung's lips again and got closer.

he got as close as possible to wooyoung before looking at them again.

finally, he connected their lips.

san didn't move his lips for a few seconds
and wooyoung was surprisingly the first one to move.

san couldn't describe the way he was feeling. it's like he's lived up to this moment.

both of their hearts were beating out of their chest

their lips matched perfectly together and it felt so amazing.

san felt so happy and his stomach was twisting with butterflies flying around in it.

he didn't know but wooyoung was feeling the exact same way.

san eventually started moving his lips
even more trying to get a hang of it

after a few more seconds, san broke from the kiss to get some air

he leaned his forehead against wooyoung's and waited for wooyoung to open his eyes.

after he did, san carefully grabbed wooyoung's hand and put it against his chest.

wooyoung once again went into shock as he felt san's heart beating extremely hard.

"w-woah"
he whispered

san smiled and nodded before he felt wooyoung grab onto his chest

san smiled again and grabbed wooyoung's hand

he let go of his hand and put both of his hands on each side of wooyoung's face

san rubbed his cheeks with his thumbs and then he looked down at wooyoung's lips again before leaning in

their lips touched for the second time and it was just at magical as the first if not
more

san was the first one to move his lips and wooyoung followed behind.

san started to move more and wooyoung followed

san kept kissing wooyoung and got happier when he felt wooyoung's hands on the nape of his neck playing with a bit of his hair.

san eventually put one of his hands around wooyoung's waist trying to get closer

wooyoung felt embarrassed but he was enjoying himself and san's touches

after an intense 2 minutes, wooyoung was the first to break the kiss.

san then kissed wooyoung's nose

wooyoung giggled

"i hope you didn't feel pressured"
san whispered

wooyoung didn't say anything except for
go closer to san and kiss
him on the lips again

they moved for a few seconds before breaking it

"i didn't feel pressured. that was nice"
he whispered back

san only giggled with wooyoung following

"yes"
he whispered

san backed up from wooyoung before
getting closer again and kissing wooyoung on the cheek

"so you promise you're not going to avoid me anymore, right?"
san asked

"i promise"
wooyoung blushed and nodded.

wooyoung soon realized that san was also blushing.

after staring at each other's eyes for a few seconds, wooyoung cleared his throat and looked away.

neither of them knew what to do now which was kind of awkward but then wooyoung asked

"wanna w-watch adventure time?"

"my bed or y-yours?"
san asked still blushing

wooyoung chuckled at san's stutter as he could tell san was just as flustered as he was

"yours this time"
wooyoung replied

"okay"
san said and walked over to his bed

wooyoung grabbed his computer before
turning on hulu and clicking adventure time.

he got into the bed with san trying his best
not to think of any thoughts he was
having and clicked play on the show.

wooyoung scooted over as much as he could to the wall and there was a gap between him and san

a few seconds of the show passed and san said

"wooyoung, you don't have to be hugging the wall. get comfy"
san said patting the spot next to him

wooyoung just giggled and moved closer to san

"yeah yeah"
he said mocking san

"you practically were"
san laughed and looked at wooyoung and he also started laughing.

"i'm just kidding"
wooyoung said

they both got under the same blanket and continued to watch the show

"i know"
san said smiling to himself while glancing at wooyoung here and there.

he was honestly so happy that wooyoung wasn't avoiding him anymore and they immediately went back to their normal routine and selves.

except maybe a bit flustered now.
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a/n:
why would i be wooyoung after my first kiss tho. "wanna watch adventure time?"
please i can't.
anyways, did anyone like this chapter? i reread it so many times making sure it was at least to my liking. i know there is always room for improvement but for my first kiss scene, i think i did an okay job. please tell me what you think. it would mean the world🥺