CONFUSED|| woosan

chapter 36

once san was back, he took off his shoes and jacket.

he brought the bag with the supplies in it over to the bed wooyoung was sat on

san noticed wooyoung's burns and felt so bad.

"here i got cream to soothe your burns. the sales lady there recommended this one as it works fastest"

all wooyoung did was nod as he was still looking down

"woo?"
san said as he looked at wooyoung

"are you alright?"
he asked letting down his hand.

"n-no"
wooyoung said before continuing
"i feel s-so em-embarrassed and h-humiliated"
he said putting his hands over his face and crying

san's heart broke at the sight of wooyoung crying.

he got closer to wooyoung and grabbed his hands from his face

"i know. i'm so sorry."
san said looking at wooyoung

"it's n-not your f-fault"
he said sniffling.

wooyoung then looked up at san

san saw the tears rolling down wooyoung's face

he lifted his hand up and gently wiped the tears away

wooyoung looked in san's eyes and said
"i'm s-sorry. you probably w-weren't planning to sp-spend your n-night like this"

san looked at him and his heart hurt for the boy.

"wooyoung, don't blame yourself for this. you did nothing. don't put yourself down, okay?"
san whispered

wooyoung nodded with a faint smile and said
"o-okay, i'm sorry"

"no need to apologize"
san said while cupping wooyoung's face

he whispered again
"let's get these burns taken care of so you feel better"

wooyoung nodded

san let go of wooyoung's face and grabbed the bag taking the ointment out

"where does it hurt?"

wooyoung sniffled and pointed to his stomach and legs.

wooyoung reached for the cream

san was confused
"what?"

"t-the cream"
he said

"i'll do it if you don't mind? just relax. you're already upset right now. i don't wanna leave you to do it. let me do it please?"
san asked with worry in his eyes

wooyoung nodded and lay back on his pillow

san then realized he would have to raise up wooyoung's shirt

"can you lift up your shirt so i can see and put it on?"
san asked gently

wooyoung sniffled again and lifted up his shirt slowly

he trusted san so he didn't make it a big deal especially with hurting like he was

san said
"o-okay, it may be cold but not for long"

he noticed all the red from the drink and how some of it was splashed red on his skin. san felt incredibly bad for his roommate.

he waited for wooyoung's answer
"okay"

san then put some of the cream on wooyoung's stomach and spread it around cautiously

wooyoung winced

"i'm sorry woo"

"it's okay. it is cold but it feels better"
wooyoung giggled looking at san

san giggled before blowing on wooyoung's stomach

he looked up to wooyoung and after letting the cream set in a bit, he gently and carefully brought wooyoung's shirt back down.

wooyoung winced again

"i'm so sorry that girl did that to you wooyoung"
he said

"it's o-okay. i'll be fine. don't apologize"
wooyoung said

san sadly nodded because he hated seeing his roommate like this.

"can i put it on your legs now or would you rather do it?"
san asked

it was quiet for a few seconds
"can you do it please?"
wooyoung said while looking to san

"are you sure? the burns are on your upper thighs"
san said making sure wooyoung was fine with it

"i trust you"

right then and there, san felt as though he had fell more in love with wooyoung.

san smiled before lifting up wooyoung's shorts a bit and then putting the cream on both of his thighs.

wooyoung looked at
san while he was doing this and he felt so happy that he was here.

in this moment and in this second, wooyoung couldn't feel more grateful.

after san blew air on it for a few seconds, he put the lid on the cream

"i'm going to go wash my hands really quick"
san said looking at his roommate

wooyoung nodded and waited for san to come back

he then put his shorts back down.

after doing so, san looked at wooyoung

he was still laying down

"you're all set... you should rest for a bit though. it will help calm you down and resting is the best cure when you're injured"
san said still sitting at the edge of wooyoung's bed.

wooyoung looked to san

"okay. i'll do that"

san started to get up when wooyoung said

"where are you going?"
he asked sitting up

"i'm going to go to my bed while you rest"
san said standing up

wooyoung said so quietly that san hardly caught what he said
"please lay with me"

san got flustered but understood that wooyoung was not feeling the best mentally and physically. he still asked making sure.

"me? i can call seungmin if you want me to?"
he knew how close seungmin and wooyoung were anyways.

wooyoung sleepily shook his head and said
"n-no it's okay. you're here"

with that, san got onto the bed laying closest to the wall and covered wooyoung and himself up

he got almost eye level with wooyoung and wooyoung said

"thank you sannie"
he whispered

"for what?"
san whispered back

"for helping me and being there for me"
he said looking directly into san's eyes

"of course"
he whispered.

san then got a bit shocked when wooyoung snuggled in closer to him and put his head on san's chest

san felt wooyoung also put his hands around his waist

san also then put his arms around wooyoung keeping him close making sure to be mindful of his burns.

he started playing with his hair

shortly after, he heard slow breaths and small snores from his roommate.

with this, san decided to fall into slumber while he had the chance.

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a/n: might be one of my favorite chapters i have written so far if not my favorite. i hope everyone likes it💛
also i'm thinking about starting a minsung fanfic maybe when this story is almost over. would anyone like that idea or read it if i published it?