TW//
It was such a simple chore.
You said eat
and I thought I cannot.
Because I know you don't really care
if i eat.
I know you saw a post that told you to ask that
and so you did.
And through your artificial care
I seek to get thinner.
To shrink down until
I cant be seen.
Until
my vision blanks
my wrists break
i lose my breath just standing
And i feed off the feeling of hunger.
If i can't be skinny
if i can't feel the feeling of being the prettiest in the room
why would you care if i ate?
The selfishness inside my self loathing
is apparent
and horrendous.
I am hungry.
{if your ever feeling like this is anyway or think u may have any eating disorder remember that u are not alone! ik it's hard and no matter if you weigh 300 or 80 lbs your problem is real and u deserve to eat! i'm so proud of you <3}
