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(filler chapter) must read

Titan
Amaria..there's something about her that i'm attracted to. Something that's pulling me to her. Like a puppet on a string. It's a weird comparison but that's how it feels. The first day she came to the school, I couldn't keep my eyes off of her. It's like my body was acting on its own and it couldn't stay away from her. Of course she made the first move by coming into the same classroom as me and stuff, but still.

When she came to my house on the first day, and tatted me, I just took her in. Took in her beauty. She has chocolate brown eyes, tanned skin, long brown hair with hints of blonde streaks, and pink lips that's always pulled into a smirk or a smile when she laughs. The way she moved, talked, and just held herself in general pulled me in even more.

I know some people don't believe in love at first sight and I don't really believe in it either, but how else could I describe this feeling? I'm not saying I love her, but the feelings are there. There's still some doubts in my mind. Why does she hang out with me? There are a bunch of other teenagers in our school, yet she doesn't even glance at them.

The stares and glares that I get at school now are unavoidable. They act like I stole their beloved best friend. When I called Amaria it was because some snotty kids decided to question me about our relationship. I told them that we're just friends. It's the truth, so why don't they believe it!

No matter how much feelings I have for her, she'd never be into someone like me. I'm such a crybaby who blushes over everything she says to me. I feel like i'm the girl. Crazy as it sounds. When i'm around Amaria though, it seems okay and I don't mind.

She ran off when my mom mentioned something about being "just friends".

I thought she hated me or was at least disgusted with me. My thoughts were soon proven wrong when she gave me a hug and kissed me on my cheek. She got the corner of my mouth and a part of me wished she kissed me on the lips. Girls can make the first move too, you know.

Especially, when a guy like me is too shy.

Moving on, it's been two days since our last encounter and she hasn't answered any of my texts or calls. My insecure thoughts are coming back and I can't stop them. What if she's disgusted by the little kiss on my cheek? Maybe she realized that i'm not someone she should be hanging out with.

She'd do better with the popular kids.

My mom was furious at the idea, because I basically told her that Amaria ghosted me. Shouldn't have done that. Really, I don't know the situation. She could be in trouble with her parents or something. Her phone could be broken. There's a bunch of possibilities! Right?

Let's hope i'm right about this and won't let my insecure thoughts get in the way.

Not this time around.