Dabi, Shigaraki x reader //bloom\\ book 2

tired

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You slowly open the bedroom door, it was dark inside

You walk towards the bed and sit on the edge of the matress, Shigaraki was laying on his back, he had taken off his shirt, now you could see all the red marks on his neck and arms, it looked very bad and you felt sorry for him.

I wish I could somehow help him.

''Are you done staring at me?'' you were startled as you felt his hand on your arm and eyes staring into your soul.

''I know it looks disgusting'' He quickly covered himself with the bedcover and turned to his side, away from you.

''Shigaraki, I-I miss you'' You looked down at your feet, feeling somewhat shameful about the next things you were about to say outloud.

''I don't want to sound too clingy, but without you next to me....I feel weird and scared, like...like I don't know what to do.....I-I'm sorry, I'll let you sleep'' You regreted opening your mouth and were about to stand up, when he suddenly grabbed your wrist.

He leaned against the headboard and let out a long sigh.

''It's all my fault...I have put you through alot, all these past months I hurted you and used you, without even knowing what you went through before all that, you tried to escape your dad but ended up in my hands and I wasn't any better, I'm really sorry'' He lowered his head.

This was the first time you have heard his apologize to you or infact to anyone. Did he hit his head? 

He was right, you still have nightmares and flinch everytime someone raises their hand or voice. But at least he was trying to change. Isn't that good? You decided to not respond to his apology since you were still recovering from everything that happened and honestly you didn't even know how to respond, since this was the first time someone ever sincerely apologized to you.

He started to scratch his neck again, but you were quick to stop him.

''You need to stop scratching'' you pull his hand away from his neck.

''I-I can't'' he sighed again.

''Warm water will help, do you want me to make a bath for you?'' You stand up and walk towards the bathroom.

You fill the bathtub with warm water. Not long after Shigaraki rested in the bathtub.

''Thank you''

You grabbed his skin cream and slowly massaged it on his skin, first on his hands and then his neck.

It was a quiet moment, that he enjoyed. But at the same time you both had nothing to talk about.

Your hands move up and down the side of his neck and shoulder, he had his eyes closed and his head was tilted back. You slowly stand up without him noticing and hover over him, you rest your right hand on the side of the tile on the wall, your other hand was on his shoulder and you slowly inched your face closer to his, and before he could open his eyes you gave him a soft kiss on his lips.

For a second he was startled but soon he relaxed in your touch and he deepend the kiss as his hands traveled up to your face to cup your cheeks.

But the passionate moment was cut short when the door slammed open.

''I see, so instead of joining me you decided to join the crusty man?''


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This chapter was short lol but anyways thank you for reading and don't forget to vote <3