Dear Diary,
10.23.20
i didn't thought Yooha would be nice to me at school. she took care of me in the clinic, even fall asleep beside me while she was holding my hand..
she looks so tired and i never thought this girl would be this soft.
we became friends and now would hangout every lunch, sharing foods with her and laughs below the same old tree where i use to hangout with Juyeon..
i was even shocked when she confess this to me
"you know i hated you when i first saw you with Juyeon. i fell for him but gave up when i knew i will never have a chance.."
"After Juyeon hangout with the girl on the other section, i am convinced this love I'm feeling will be useless. you're literally his bestfriend and didn't even get a chance to confess to him while I'm just here, a typical girl that came in this school and is convinced he likes me? i doubt him liking me back." we laughed.
it also made me think. I'm the closes one out of three of us and he chooses the girl that broke his heart?
why didn't he chose me who was there after they broke up? he was just a tutor to me 3 years ago and then we ended up being bestfriends. why did he chose her?
I'm literally being nosy at his life. it's isn't even mine so why I'm so bothered HSSHHS i don't even know if this is love or jealousy seeing my friend with another girl.
i need to stop caring about his life and let him live, live without me for a few days and just waits until he comes back.
maybe i just want some answers??
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