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Dear Diary,

11.15.20


Woway, it's been a while since i wrote.

i had a break from writing cuz my health gotten more worse than i thought.

me and Yooha became friends and i still talk to her. but because of my health, i stopped going to school and we would always meet in the park or at hospital.

hospital has been my home now, I can't deny I've been for many times so I'll just tell it's now one of my homes.

I'm now also not staying at the apartment because of my health ofcourse. yeah i hate it, everything is now changing now that I'm getting more weaker and weaker.

I'm living with my parents. yesterday my room was full of stuffs from the students on my class, or not.

i didn't know I'm that important lmao


me and Juyeon

well, i could say i didn't saw him for a week now. the last time i saw him was at my hospital bed, knocked out.
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ut that was like a week ago but now I'm already released again and he stopped coming and even stopped visiting my house.


i hope it's just because he's busy, or anything.

fyi, he still doesn't know that I'm dying. I'm kinda getting use of telling myself im now dying. it isn't a big deal. it's not like the whole world will cry if i die, they would probably forgot about me after my funeral.

and u know what? i got a small but could be a great news from my doctor. there's 0.00001 that i will survive this shit.

Christmas is coming so i better pray for this

Guys, i just finished writing this and i swear I'll be updating this book every hour or day😤 this is kinda a cliché but i hope all of u read this till the end💓

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Guys, i just finished writing this and i swear I'll be updating this book every hour or day😤 this is kinda a cliché but i hope all of u read this till the end💓

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