His Blind Eyes In Love

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Hyunjaeh's pov

yes, deja vu. I'm feeling deja vu.

I'm meeting Juyeon today. in the park. I don't know why I'm feeling this but I'm scared. meeting Juyeon for the first time made me nervous and scared.

i walked inside the cafe next to the park and waited for him. i was wearing thick clothes since winter just started.

while waiting i buyed a coffee and some croissants. i felt warm feeling run in every parts of my body after took a sip of the coffee. but still, no Juyeon showed up.

I'm now starting to think if he'll go here, he's probably busy. he said yes he'll be there but why? what does guys do that takes them hours to get out of the shower?

finally, those hours feels like eternity. i saw him with his ex but the girl immediately walked away, i guess she just dropped him off?

who cares atleast Juyeon is here, safe. i saw him walking inside the cafe so i immediately closed my eyes and cross my arms on my chest, trying to look sleepy.

"hey..." i heard him talk so i immediately opened my eyes casually, giving him a small smile and signalling to seat infront of me.

"i heard you quit studying.." he started the conversation. i nod as a reply before calling the waiter.

"can i have 1 cappuccino please..." the waiter nodded before leaving us.

"so how's life, it's been awhile since we met.."

"i know, i was shock that you read my message earlier since you started not too.." i told like it was not a big deal and let out a laugh.

"i know, I don't even know you were sending me texts because i rarely use my phone. Jenna keeps it.." he smiled.

oh wow possessive girlfriend you got there?

"Jenna, is she the..?"

"oh yeah, my girlfriend.." i felt my heart sink.

ofcourse, i know that was coming. c'mon jaeh you gotta face him. you know there's nothing between you guys, all of it was just an act. 

people were right when they said first love gives you the worst heartbreaks. i wanted to tell him i love him, guess it was too late.

i blinked before putting a grin and held his hands, pushing those jealousy i am feeling.

end of pov

"what?! you didn't even told me about it?! you didn't told your bestfriend you found your true love!?" she grinned and shakes his hand, earning a chuckle from Juyeon. "i feel so betrayed!"

"i was planning to tell it to you but- I didn't saw you at school that day..." he lied.

Hyunjae was the one who told it to him. he doesn't want Juyeon to tell his sister that they're dating. he knew she was falling inlove with him. he just  don't want his sister to feel sad and hurt about the news. 

..

"Juyeon... before you leave." Juyeon looks at her, sitting down again to listen. he was about to go because Jenna was already outside waiting.

she looks down, blinking the tears away before looking back at him with a big genuine smile.

"i wish you'll be happy, again. please promise me to take care of yourself also..." Juyeon looks at her weirdly before laughing.

"ofcourse for my friend. I'll make those promise come true for you, Hyunjaeh..."

"thank you also.. thank you since you we're there for me when i was lost. you and your brother was there. you made me stand up again and forget about those past. you made me feel comfortable with you and thought me till i could now stand up for myself.." he added.

"i should also thank you.. you were a good friend to me and made me smile on my sad days. i never thought our friendship would last until now... well i don't know if it would since you know- you have a girlfriend and i now have..."

"myself." she puts a fake smile with following giggles.

"i hope you'll find the right person that will take care of you.." Juyeon stood up, spreading his arms for a hug as Hyunjaeh walk up to him and gives him a hug.

"i hope you'll be happy without me now..."

"stupid! I'll always be happy with or without you, why wouldn't i?"

"because you'll be losing someone like me?" she giggled so he won't get it in the wrong way.

"you're not going anywhere right?"

"no I'm not..."