****Octobr's Point of View****
The bathroom door slammed shut behind me with a force that I didn't realize I had in me to create. My towel fell to my feet on account of so much movement, and it just made me think of the situation in my head all over again. I bet he had been imagining what was underneath of that towel the whole two minutes my nearly nude appearance had invaded his room. Disgust seeped over my entire being knowing that he had looked at me the way he had looked over every other girl that had flashed him a bit of uncharted skin. What a dirty pig!
Did Jimmy think of me the way that I had dreaded he could? What if he had a crush on me? Yeah, that was cute and all, but I wasn't interested. He definitely wasn't boyfriend material, for one. He had most likely slept with every girl that had attended our high school; not to mention the ones he met outside the schools limits. I huffed, yanking my still dripping hair into a rushed, unattended messy bun. Half of my hair was already falling out of it because it was so poorly done, but I didn't want to fool with it anymore considering it would just fuel my anger even more than it needed to be at this moment.
All of a sudden a calm poured over me. A slight rush of butterflies wafted over my stomach, making me smile slightly. A thought popped into my head, 'Should I be flattered?' A very risque thought also popped into my mind that I didn't even want to think about for a single moment. Images of the girls I've seen him fuck around with raced through my mind telling me not to do what I was about to do. I shook them off like a dog would shake water droplets from their fur and opened the door fully nude.
Jimmy's eyes about popped out of his head when he seen this sight which made me look away almost embarrassed. All of my hair completely fell out of the bun then, which made his mouth drop to the floor along with the hair tie.
"Y-you should put some clothes on. What a-are you d-doing?" Jimmy stumbled all over his words like a child would a ruined sidewalk.
"I-I'm just thinking that you're my best friend in the entire world a-and I'm a virgin as you know...and what better person than you to lose my virginity to? I-I just want you to know that I'm not interested in you for a relationship, like I know that you wish for, but I'd like to give you this one special thing that I know of all people...you would cherish." I explained myself with nerves getting the best of me, making his jaw drop even further down.
****Jimmy's Point of View****
My eyes were glued to Octobr's nude figure barely able to hear the words that I never thought I would hear leave her lips and meet my eager ears. The only horrible thing that I had just discovered was that she didn't have feelings for me...in the way that I felt for her. This was just a sweet, beautiful connection that she wanted to share with me for the first time ever. I couldn't believe what I was seeing and hearing.
Her hair reminding me of blood was messy from her fumbling with it moments before stepping out into my room. It fell past her shoulders to the middle of her back. I stepped over to her caressing her warm, flushed cheek with my large left hand bringing her face to meet mine. My lips led hers in a way that would make any woman eager to get into bed with me. Her lips were a bit stiff for the first few moments, but then relaxed knowing they were in the presence of experienced ones that would teach her new ways.
I felt my right hand stray down her back with my fingertips tracing her spine. Her skin was like milk; cool to the touch along with being an extremely pale white. She shivered underneath of my touch, in a good way. I let my palm rest at the very beginning of her waist which pulled her into my being. She parted ways with my lips momentarily to peel my clothes off of my body. She smiled when we had both became nude like this was the closest we had ever been with each other. It was, physically at least.
She pushed me onto my bed climbing on top of me. God, she was so perfect. Even her freckles made me jealous of the next male who would be lucky enough to grasp a sight of them. I wanted all of her, all to myself forever. She was the only girl that had ever sparked a fire inside of my heart bringing it to life like a lightning bug whenever day transitioned into night during the sweet summertime. I let my hands grab a hold of her wide hips, and I tossed her underneath of me making her gasp for breath, startled. We exchanged smiles with each other, friendly ones with slight flirtation tainting them, and I merged my hand with hers.
"Whatever you want, you say it, and it's yours." I whispered into her ear very sensual.
The sexual tension in the room was extremely thick with passion. I would do her this favor. She made a great choice. Now, some loser wouldn't just steal her virginity from her. I would always keep it with me. I would always love her. No matter what happened throughout our lifetime. My heart belongs to her until the day I die and I could only hope for her to feel the same towards me some day.
****Octobr's Point of View****
Beep...
Beep...
Beep...
Beep...
I opened my heavy eyes slowly, and turned Jimmy's alarm clock off. I yawned, closing my eyes again just to think about the events that had occurred yesterday afternoon. I had sort of lied to Jimmy. I sort of did feel for him the way that he felt for me once I had thought about it for a good while. Denial is a hell of a thing to push past. Ever since I had met him freshman year I had always admired the way that he looked at me as if I were the only girl in the entire world, the way his moss colored green eyes lit up like a Christmas tree whenever he was spending time with me, the one smile he had created just for me that he flashed constantly whenever he was in my presence, the nervous ticks me had because he couldn't come to terms to express the way he felt, and the way I made him bit his lip out of frustration when I wouldn't listen to him whenever we both know that I should.
I sighed opening my eyes, and rolling over to meet Jimmy's. He stared at my lips with a longing I had never seen in anthers eyes. I flashed him a shy smile which caused his train of thought to be moved from my lips to my eyes. He smiled back that one gorgeous smile that had dug his way from his soul to his lips when we first met.
I felt so bad that I couldn't let this continue like he wished that it would. I didn't want to ruin this incredible friendship that we had built with each other, because no relationship is perfect. Things get said during arguments that are never forgotten and I don't want him to see an ugly side of me whenever things got rough. I wanted our friendship to stay the way it was. I didn't want to risk all of these years we had spent with each other, and I hoped that he understood that.
"So...are you ready to get going, chick?" Jimmy asked softly, in a sleepy voice.
"Give me a few minutes and I will be. Let's both get dressed." I suggested looking away from him, wrapping the blanket around my form, and padding to the bathroom.
It was a bit rude and abrupt, that I must admit, but yesterday was just a one time thing. I wanted him to realize and understand that fact. I wanted to share my virginity with someone that I knew deserved it. It was with someone that I truly loved and cared about. Him. That was that.
