𝗟𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗟𝗼𝘃𝗲 | 𝗧𝗵𝗲 𝗢𝘂𝘁𝘀𝗶𝗱𝗲𝗿𝘀 𝗦𝗺𝘂𝘁

Lust or Love? || Ponyboy Curtis

(Credit to Dallas-Winston-Feels-Blog on Tumblr.)

4 MONTHS, 4 is all it took. 4 months of insane fucking everywhere, on the kitchen table, on the floor, on the couch, in the car, in the bedroom, in a public bathroom and just about anywhere I could get my hands on you.

4 months was all it took to turn my senior year of high school from okay to amazing. 4 months to fall in love with a girl who had only signed up for a good fuck. Her name was (y/n), her voice like an angel and body like a goddess. She was a year under me, a junior with an eagerness for him or just about anything except for school.

But there I was again stuck in her trap, stuck always wanting more not jut the sex but her. And I had her for the few moments I had to think while she recovered from her orgasm naked on top of me with my cock still in her. I left my arms around her in attempt to get her to stay with me just one night, even though I knew it was a failed attempt.

She started to get up and I desperately wanted to pull her back. "Well, I have to go. I need to finish my paper for school tomorrow." She said starting to pull on her clothes and I let out a groan.

"You seriously want round two?" She quested my groan, but I wasn't groaning over that fact I was groaning over wanting her to just be with me and I desperately wanted to scream it but I wouldn't and shouldn't. "No, I just meant the paper." I lied closing my eyes.

That night I stared at the clock and tried to stop thinking about her. I kept my conversation short with Soda and Darry and made sure to leave early and walk extra slow. My head was foggy and it needed clearing and time to think. Neither Darry or Soda knew about (y/n).

I wanted to tell Soda but I felt like he would just push me to tell her how I felt. And Darry? There's no way in hell I could tell him I was having sex. I got to school and there was no sight of her, I even got to talk to some of the track guys without getting so distracted by her.

Part of me was hoping to avoid (y/n) today but that part was quickly wiped out when she was waiting for me at my locker. "Hey Pony" She smiled and my heart puddled in my chest. "Hey baby" I mumbled quietly. "So is it okay if I come over tonight?" She wiggled her eyebrows. "I'll be waiting" I grinned, totally intoxicated by her presence.

Darry was out with Aley and Soda was off doing something with Steve and their gals. I made sure to pick up the stuff that was left around the house. (y/n) walked in with her cropped tank top and sweatpants that hung low on her waist, and once I saw her all I wanted to do was rip the clothes off and leave them on the floor.

We sat on my bed and I felt like I was going to tell her how I loved her but that was quickly shot when she straddled me and her lips were on mine. Her lips were soft and her tongue warm, it felt so good to have my mouth on hers.

My fingers tips ran from her lower back to underneath her top and I pulled it off slowly. I ran my hands back down feeling the little goose bumps that had formed from my touch. Her nails grazed my skin as she pulled off my shirt, causing us to break apart for a second.

But when my kiss did return it was on her neck and she was letting out soft breathy whimpers. "Ponnny" She whined as I pulled off her bra. "Shhhh I know baby." I teased her in the same whiny voice she let out. But in truth I shouldn't have teased her because the whine she made my cock want her more than my heart did.

I left open mouthed kisses from her collar bone, down her body and in between her boobs, stopping right before her sweat pants. I pushed her down onto the bed and pulled her sweatpants off and down her legs. I ran my hands back up her bare thighs and leaned down to place a kiss over her clothed clit.

"Pony, please." (y/n) whimpered.

I gave into what she wanted and pulled her underwear down her legs, then lifting her legs on my shoulders. I leaned in licking my tongue up and down her cunt. She was moaning and pulling my hair, as I slid two fingers in her as I sucked on her clit. I kept my fingers going slowly but curved up to hit her g-spot.

"fucccck ponyboy" she moaned as her legs started shaking, I knew she was going to come. And when she did I didn't stop, I kept my fingers moving and held her hips down through their bucking. When she came down, I pulled my fingers out and gave her one good last lick. I couldn't help but carry a cocky smirk on my face as I sat up. I undid my belt buckle and pulled my jeans off.

"Boxers please." She giggled as she watched me undress. I involuntarily smiled and took my boxers off. I was just barely rolling on a condom while she groaned for me to hurry up. I couldn't help but stare she was flushed, her hair was fanned out and her body naked.

I crawled on top of her to connect her lips with mine. Bringing my teeth to bite her bottom lip and I slid inside of her. I let out a groan from the feeling on her tight, warm and very wet walls around me. I had to focus for a second because I could have came right there.

"Move baby, please." She sighed placing her hands on my back and digging her nails into my skin. I gave into what she wanted, like usual. I pulled out to my tip and thrusted back in both of us letting out a groan.

Her nails raked up and down my back as I kept a steady pace, leaving wet kisses on her neck. I loved her so god damn much and if that feeling wasn't enough I was so close to coming. I brought my hand down and rubbed her clit in circles.

"Jesus Christ, I'm gonna come." She moaned, her legs shaking. "Good girl, come on my cock." I whispered in her ear. She came and I was so close, that I kept chasing my high. Her eyes lulled back as she was hitting her peak and coming down. I kept my hips tight to hers as I came.

"Fuck, I love you." I groaned in utter bliss. "What did you just say?" (y/n) said panting for breath but her eyes were wide. "Shit, (y/n)." I was caught and I didn't know what to do.

She pushed my hands against my chest and I sat up and pulled out. I sat back and ran my hand through my hair. She stared at me in shock unsure if I had just really said those three words.

"You don't mean that?" She more asked rather than stated. "I do." I sighed defeated, "I mean fuck, I really do. I didn't want to because I know you don't feel the same and we agreed this was just fucking but I fell too hard."

"Fuck you." (y/n) laughed causing my eyes to go wide. "What?" I questioned confused the hell out of my mind. "Fuck you, I've been so worried these past two weeks because I'm so fucking in love with you, and fuck you because you made me so worried." She grinned. "Are you sure you're not just saying that because I made you orgasm?" I smiled back.

"No, Ponyboy I love you too."