jordans sisters pov
"JORDANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN." i yelled from my room, i received no response so i called out again and got the same thing
i walked through the hallway leading to her room and knocked on her door, only hearing a drop in the ocean by ron pope playing.
i then twisted the door handle since i received no response, only for the door to be locked. so i started knocking again and hearing nothing back. i started to panic and my breathing picked up and i could literally hear my heart beating out of my chest. i ran into my room grabbing a nearby penny on the floor and running back to the locked door.
i put the penny into the two slots and turned and the door was finally unlocked, thats when i noticed how hard my hands were shaking and how hard i was breathing. i threw open the door and looked to the left where her desk is only to not see her there.
i look straight forward and i finally found her
"god jordan and you said im a heavy sleeper." i sighed out and chuckled as i came up to her and i nudged her shoulder only for nothing to happen.
confused i grabbed her wrists only to feel some kind of liquid on her hoodie sleeve. disgusted i quickly dropped her arm and went to her other arm and to feel for a pulse.
i struggled a bit until i noticed, there wasnt a pulse.
instantly my whole mood changed and i turned her onto her back only to see dried tears on her cheeks and drool coming out of her mouth slighting dripping onto the sheets. i started panicing and me being me i started shaking her back and forththinking that would wake her up
little did i know that wasnt gonna do one bit and it was to late
i started sobbing and screaming while shaking her, asking her to wake up
"NO JORDAN HOW COULD YOU DO THIS IM RIGHT HERE DONT WORRY."
i think that woke up my parents as i heard feet running towards me, making me grab jordan and hold her in my arms.
"shhhhh -iits okay i got you j-j-jordan, w-were gonna make s-sure your gonna wake up okay? i-i love you so much." i whispered in her ear thinking if i said that, that would wake her up
then i saw my parents barging in the room with their eyes wide thinking theirs a killer in the house, well technically there was.
once they saw jordan lifeless in my arms i heard my mom gasp and start running towards me, grabbing jordan our of my arms while my dad just stayed in the doorway, watching us, not saying anything. i saw my dad just look at jordan and his eyes started welling up with tears while he started walking towards my mom and slowly grabbed jordan and held her while all three of us were sobbing over her.
i couldnt believe it... my own sister is dead.
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i cant do this anymore
Randomtw:self-harm, language, depression, and mental illnesses. also includes lgbtq+ wrote this instead of actually doing it lowercase intended