mending your heart [dreamnotfound]

chapter nine

tw: abuse mentions, self harm mentions, death threats, suicidal talk and panic attacks. 

[a/n: okay! so i have a huge a/n / announcement at the end of this chapter... please read as this has taken a few days to consider! also seen as some people don't notice! i am mostly sleep deprived writing these chapters, meaning not everything is perfect. i ask you are respectful of that and do not criticise negatively, everyone makes mistakes in their writing! thank you <3]

as the notification sounds came flooding in, one after another, at times even causing their phones to malfunction a little bit, all of their nerves grew into much greater feelings, george knowing his anxiety could possibly easily take over at any point. 

of course none of them actually wanted to see exactly what had been released and what had been said about them, but they knew sooner or later, they would need too.

and sooner seemed better than later in their situation right now. 

sapnap decided he would be the first of them, before he turned his phone around and opened twitter, he looked at the two, and smiled, george and clay both trying to send one back, but the nerves were too prominent between the two. 

as sapnap turned his phone around, notifications still flooding in, mentions and new trending topics, however one thread in particular caught his eye by an account under the name of @/doxxingcreators_.

sapnap had very little to share with the internet, but his family life was something he chose to keep private, as a 19 year old his family still were his rock and his home, there was no escaping denying it, sapnap was still a teenager despite making most of his own life decisions. 

sapnap clicked on the post reading it, obviously he hated the fact his family life was out there now... but he knew there would be much worse things out there for clay and george. 

@/doxxingcreators_

well... it seems @/sapnap is extremely private, so for now this is all we have on him! but i managed to find this photo of him in florida age 13, with his sisters

*photo of the florida trip attached*

sapnap shrugged slightly and looked up from his phone to the two growing nervous messes in front of him, then speaking. 

"he's just leaked a photo of me and my sisters in florida when i was 13... i guess anyone really can find them through my facebook tags, it's not a massive deal." he said as george looked up to sapnap and then at clay. 

clay let out a heavy sigh which sounded like he was holding in, unaware to his knowledge.

he decided to be the next of the three to look at what had been leaked, after all, this was not how he had intended for the remaining parts of his life to be released. 

but this would work, and eventually the posts would be taken down leaving the three to address the matter in their own time and cameron would be away from george for good. 

clay picked his notification filled phone up, then turning it. no one's phone notifications had slowed down for the last 15 minutes, more and more people were finding it. 

he then turned it on and opened up twitter, george and sapnap glancing across at each other nervously, george's anxiety was beginning to kick in even more than before and trying to control it seemed as if it was out of the options at this point. 

as clay scrolled through his notifications on twitter he was met with 3 tweets, catching his eye the most. 

@/doxxingcreators_