mending your heart [dreamnotfound]

chapter eighteen

tw: self harm mentions, physical abuse mentions, mental health mentions, alcoholism mentions.

[a/n: just a quick one, i'm sorry for the lack of updates, i wanted this chapter and next to be perfect because it's the last of the actual storyline and then the final is upcoming... i hope you enjoy :3]

as they both finished their breakfast and had talked about how one and other were feeling today, they both decided to go and join sapnap and karl on the couch even if they were doing nothing.

they hadn't mentioned to sapnap as of yet about the plans of streaming, and in all theory they needed to work out a method and order they were going to go in.

just for the fact they would all need to change george's settings so they could all stream as smoothly as possible separately.

sapnap and dream had considered moving their setups over, but they didn't know the length of time they had left here, so the point would honestly be quite pointless.

as clay sat down on the other side of the couch he watched as george prepped cat some of her food.

clay smiled seeing the amount of care he would take in her food, but clay knew when george felt alone and was alone, cat was there when no one else was.

once george had finished cat's food and placed the bowl down he walked over and he sat down on clays lap.

as george sat down, clay wrapped his arms around george's waist and put his head on george's shoulder smiling, because the underlying truth was that being able to hold george in this way without brought him happiness.

meanwhile karl was sleeping underneath the arm of sapnap, so when they spoke they all made sure to whisper yell, so they could hear all hear each other but also not wake karl, after all sapnap and clay knew from experience that jet lag could kill like a bitch.

"so what did you two wanna talk about to me then?" he asked as george looked back at clay, as clay gave an agreement nod.

they were going to give the option of talking to their fans or well more like haters today to sapnap, and clay knew he was the best person to give him the option.

if george mentioned it sapnap would have gone all protective friend, and george didn't want that from him too, it was bad enough with clay doing that this morning, so clay took it upon himself to bring it up.

"me and george, we both think today is the time to stream... george has had a good few days, his mental health isn't exactly worsening anymore... he's feeling better." he said then going on

"also, now karl is here you have someone who can support your more than us if need be." clay finished as sapnap looked over at the two.

of course sapnap second guessed this and the outcome of it all, after all how everything would affect george and clay, as well as himself, but was there an exact reason to worry anymore?

george had clay at his side.

clay had george at his side.

and sapnap had karl after a month, karl was back at his side...

they all had someone, and they also still had each other no matter what.

"okay, let's do it... as long as we get to try british domino's after." he said as clay looked at him and then at george.

george looked at him and furrowed his brows giving a confused look, then looking at clay and then back at sapnap holding the same facial expression.

"they're literally no different sapnap, but if you want too that's fine plus we don't really have any food in the house, or if we do it's all close to being gone off anyways." he said then carrying on