winter romance dreamxoc

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/y'all i know this ain't soon soon LMAO but here it is\
suga suga by baby bash great song

we pulled into the mall parking lot and i was freaking out. 'what if someone notices me? what if i do something dumb? what is they take more pictures? what if i get doxed?' i was panicking.
"taylor hey stop look at me."
"taylor breathe i'm calling maura!" ringing sounded then a soft feminine voice.

"taylor dear do our exercises okay? we will do them with you." i nodded she couldn't see me but i did it for myself. i slipped my shoes off to feel the floor of the car, put my hands on my thighs and closed my eyes.

"okay ready love? breathe in and hold." i heard kenna do the exercise next to me. i took a deep breath in and felt my chest fill and tighten when i had to much. i held it in. dr.maura started counting to 10.
"okay release through your mouth now. but slowly for 15 seconds." once again kenna's breath sounded next to me and my own rang through my ears.

"great job taylor. now 2 more times okay? i'll stay on and we will do them with you but you count alright?" dr.maura said
"o-okay" my head wasn't pounding as bad and my hands stopped shaking. and a minute later i was thanking dr.maura and putting my shoes back on.

"all better?" kenna asked looking at my with pity
"yeah i'm alright just got scared." i said opening my door and stepping out
"yeah and that's alright. now let's get some stuff for you! i'm thinking hot topic zoomies and h&m cause they all have great stuff." she said taking my hand and skipping
"haha sounds good. but if i get scared or something to the bathroom alright?"
"of course now come on silly!"

and for the next 2 hours we went from store to store buying cute clothes that fit my vibe. nobody noticed me and i thanked god. at one point i thought this teen boy noticed me, he made a strange face then looked shocked. then smiled and walked away! he was about 5'7 had black hair that went down to his nose and had pierced ears. he was wearing black jeans and a black 'obey' tshirt with a white long sleeve undershirt.

(AHAHHA WHILE I WAS TYPING UNDERSHIRT I TYPED UNDERSHIT AND WAS CONFUSED WHY IT WAS WRONGNAJAU)

he was handsome but the situation freaked me out. because hey, the internet is a fucked up place with fucked up stuff. after that nothing weird happened! so now we were home kenna sense she was a full time streamer that had took at 3 month break for me, i felt like she was missing it and i felt i should talk to her. so i did that,
"hey kenna come sit down."
"everything alright?" she said sitting and putting her hand on mine.
"yeah no i'm great but are you? i-i know you miss streaming and having support from the chat and online friends and i want you to do that!!" i kind of just blurted it out. because not only did i have to heal but she needed to continue with her life i'll be there just further back!
"taylor i love you and i know this is hard on you. i shouldn't do something we both love while you can't.-"
"but you can do it! i want you too! i miss watching streams and i can do that if it's your stream.." maybe i was being selfish or something but i know she won't say yes if i only told her 1 of my reasons.
"oh.. well if you want me that bad i will." she said smiling at me
"good, thank you! now give me a hug and maybe stream tonight?" i said opening my arms to her
"oh yes of course! to both things." she said winking as she hugged me.

and just like that she was up in her room, sitting at her desk camera ready, me sitting on her bed out of frame of course.
"oh yikes i forgot how nervous i got before stream!!" she said laughing and rubbing her neck
"it's alright! you'll be fine now start you can do it!" we smiled at each other i nodded and she hit 'go live' and then she was smiling and waving to her viewers!
"hey guys! welcome back i know it's been a while but i'm back! i'm gonna send out the notification now and get some more people in before we start!" i got the notification my phone dinged. she picked hers up playing it off as her phone! i had decided to download twitch again just not follow or sub to anyone other then kenna. i opened her stream and saw she was up to 127,579 views which was a crazy amount for us! i looked at chat for a split second

user1 YOURE BACK BESTIE
user2 i miss you 😢
toelicker69 kenna i love you and i love taylor
user3 WHAT THE YESSSSS KENNA
georgenotfound ah look who's back 👀

i closed the chat i didn't want to see something bad but i only saw good things from my glance!

"so today is just gonna be a chill stream i have haily in another vc and we're gonna do some building and you the viewers and gonna vote on who's is best!" so after 5 minutes of talking to chat and getting ready she joined the vc and they got started! they had 5 rounds, 1st was homes, 2nd was towers which seemed pointless to me but whatever, 3rd was barns, 4th was stadiums, and 5th was mushroom villages!

haily was a great builder she was recently asked to help build in the mcc's! so she was good. and kenna was your average diamond house and mining goddess!

for houses kenna made a cement 'apartment' style home with small storage compartments and balcony that was cute but compared to hailys southern belle style home with a wrap around porch and swinging chair, haily won by far.

hailys tower was a cute 'tangled' type tower but had an obvious arch doorway and stairs going up into a bright yellow and white attic in the top. it was super cute but the chat took pity on kenna's tower that looked like shit. i don't know how she won. for real it was bad. it had plane cobble stone going up about 60 blocks then a flat roof of grass with flowers on top. like what the fuck is that. but kenna won sooo

after that was barns! haily made a oak and dark oak barn with 12 stables and a pathway like you see on tiktok! (if you don't know what i'm talking about look them up they cute af) and she filled the window cells with little blue flowers! kenna made a circle pen spawned donkeys and made a triangle type hut for them she put hay by the fence so all the animals got out but it was still a shit show. and haily won again. i guess kenna had more cottage core viewers then tommyinnit children.

then after that i started to feel tired and bored. so i texted kenna

kenna ballz

taylormylove
hey i'm getting tired can you pause real fast?

kenna look at your phone

girl i'm gonna sleep here then.

she must have muted her phone cause it didn't make a sound. so i laid down pausing they stream and let my thoughts fill my head. i felt so happy when i was around kenna. she really was my best friend. i don't know how i'll ever get over this with the public but i know if she's with me i'll be okay. my head was getting heavy and the tingles of sleep started in my toes. soon sleep consumed me.

A/N

HI 🙋‍♀️
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