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so this is going in two parts cause i think it'll be better separate it's not super long but i thought it was cute

hope you like it sorry it took 2 months <3

3rd person POV kinda

Barbie Tingz by Nicki Minaj blaring through his airpods he turned it up a little and went back to the bench. he was bench pressing 150 steady. he had woke up to a text from a girl he had hoped moved on. so throughout the day he made himself busy. he started by going for a run then went out for brunch. after he edited some videos and cleaned his house. here he was now at the gym at 11 pm. the gym was practically empty because it was so late, it was an anytime fitness so he could come at any time.

he had been working out for a while now and his arms were getting tired. he was tired, him body and mind. so he cleaned his area up and got into his car. hitting 80 on the highway back to his house he pulled off on an exit to get gas.

as his tank filled he went into the gas station grabbing a protein bar and green juice the fruit kind. he payed walking back to his car a note was on it

call me ;) **********

god sometimes he loved having people just see him so he didn't have to talk to him. he knew he was attractive and proud of it. but he knew he shouldn't just hook up and ignore them. he had been doing that a lot lately and the guilt was building.

he ignored the feeling.

that night he was trying to sleep just laying there staring at his ceiling.
why could he sleep his head pounded for something to happen but what?

taylor/silky POV

"KENNA HAVE YOU SEEN MG PHONE I CANT FIND IT!" i yelled while tossing my stuff around my room. it had been 3 days and dream still hadn't answered. was i obsessing? maybe. did i care? nope.
"ILL CALL IT" she yelled back to me. i heard it somewhere in the room.
"fuck fuck fuck some on.." 
"FOUND IT!" i yelled as i grabbed it, it was under my bed stuffed in by some clothes. god i needed to clean. tonight i will clean tonight. i'm on my way to my appointment with my counselor, i've been feeling so much better lately and i've even done things alone! after my appointment kenna her friend ian and river and i were going to an outdoor movie tonight! we were gonna watch barbie fairytopia. i was excited.

@appont w/what's her face
"so have you had any dreams?"
"kind of? different ones tho.."
"how so taylor?" my normal dreams lately have consisted of car crashes weird fish and well dream? but lately it's been more like..
"well i start by walking in a flower field. and across the field small animals could be seen heads hardly above the ground. and a pond with trees around it next to me. there's fish flying above me and birds under me the ground is glass. it's calming and peaceful? but i don't know why it is this" after the appointment kenna and i went back home.

This schedule of appointment after appointment, kenna steaming me watching, shopping meeting with river. it went on for a while. it wasn't bad, but the everyday same thing different time was a drag. she wasn't sure if she could stand it much longer.


A/N
I JUST KNOW DREAM IS A BARB AHAHHA
also the next chapter is out literally right after this one.
and it's the last one. so i hope you like it <3
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and thank you for 18k reads that so crazy i honest to god didn't think i'd even finish this or get any reads LMAO

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