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LMAO OKAY SO SOON SOON BECAME A MONTH
whatever 🙃
song feel u okay ceci

waking up kenna was next to me, curled up into my side. the sun was peaking through her window onto my face. her window was open letting in a cool breeze, birds chirping and singing. it was almost may now summer was just around the corner and i was excited. my leg was better and when i woke up the feeling that i could do anything ran through me. i ran my hand over my face and stretched out a soft groan from kenna made me freeze. i slipped out grabbing my phone before i left.

i stepped outside onto our back porch breathing in. it was a great day, it was about 72 degrees and sunny with light clouds. maybe i would go for a run? i will go for a run. i got to my room tossing some shoes looking for my favorite running shoes and shorts. i kept on my t-shirt it was a virginity rocks shit but it was comfy. my shorts were black and my shoes were black and had white trimming. it was simple but nice i grabbed my keys and airpods to listen to music.

as a kid i never thought of the bad things of being a public figure. i just thought money fun and lots of friends. but i know better now being doxed it was terrifying. the police are close to finding out who it was but my life was still a mess. i know that i loved kenna and my feeling towards dream and still there even if he kind of ditched i can't help it. maybe i should reach out to him! just to say i was better and wanted to talk with him. i just know that whatever i do most people would understand, if i choose to start streaming and talk about it or if i want to fall off the face of the planet!

i was jogging at this point watching my shoes making sure to avoid all side walk cracks. when i ran into someone with a oof
"oh shit i'm so sorry-" it was the guy from the me mall.
"oh my bad i wasn't loo-" he started then froze looking away.
"um you alright? i didn't hurt you right?" i asked staring at him
"no no! i'm fine your fine we're all fine!" he said rubbing his neck. what's his problem? does he know who i am?
"um i'm sorry i know this might be weird but you're silky right?" he said softly. oh god damn. haha so he knows me!
"oh haha yeah that's me.." i unconsciously folded my arms over my chest.
"haha um well you've interacted with me before? i'm a huge fan."
"oh! what's your username?"
"ha uh toelicker69.." he was bright red i laughed
"OH ha i love you! you're always so sweet! it's great to meet you!!" i said sticking my hand out
he reached out and hugged me instead.
"oh um okay" i said wrapping my arms around him
"i'm so sorry about what happened. i won't say anythign about me meeting you. just know all your fans love you and i am so happy you're okay." he said softly into my hair
"thank you i was so scared that something would happens this is actually the first time i've been out of my house alone.."
"really? well i'm proud of you."
"thank you.." i squeezed him harder. he smelt like cinnamon and apple. i started to pull away then and he did too.
"would you like to get coffee? just to talk nothing more. it's alright if you don't." he asked i smiled what's the worst that could happen!
"alright but only if you pay!"
"aren't you the famous twitch streamer?" he said laughing i chuckled
"so where are we going!" i ask
"hm i'm thinking coffee bean bell!" i nodded and we started walking.

ABOUT AN HOUR LATERRRRRR

"i was so scared!! i thought it climbed out of me!!"
"haha actually?! how does it get in there!!" toelicker69 or river which was his real name, had just told me of the time he was on vacation and a snake bit him while he was using the toilet and he thought it came out of him. he was actually really funny and a normal person.
"can i ask you something? you can say no." he asked. shit
"um yeah what is it?"
"have you talked to dream or any of them lately?" i hadn't.
"um well not really.. i-i want too. we were close and i don't know what happened but i still love them." i nodded at the end. i hadn't really said what i felt out like to anyone but dr laura.
"i get that, you should reach out to dream at least. he's been afk for a while other then being on streams with others."
"that's true. i was thinking about it today. i will do it."

with that another hour passed by and it was almost 10 i'd have to get back soon kenna would be up by now.
"i gotta get going but it was nice to meet you!" i said standing
"yeah same here! we should do this again! next time you'll pay" he said winking we paid a while ago so we just walked out.
"haha alright. here my email i check it often!"
"cool! well bye taylor see you later!" we waved and walked off! it was nice not weird. and he was right i needed to text someone..

                                    dream 🛌

sliky 💸
hey dream just checking in.. lmk if you want to talk :)     10:02

A/N
so lmk what y'all think and i will actually be posting soon spring break starts next week and my plans are nothing so posting? probs.
have you eat? you should i know some yummy food gotta be around. water with ice after a little tastes super good!
love you all i'm proud of you 👏
ALSO THANK YOU FOR 8.5 K reads that's amazing!
remember to vote if you like it (:
alright that is all!
1036 words!
(sorry that it's short)

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