1st night

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This is an update from when I first started to shift, I think my script was still on my phone and not even properly printed out, I had attempted the ravens method for the first time, keeping track of the numbers was hard and I didn't fully understand visualisation. The first attempt was unsuccessful any many people would say that it always is but while I'm writing this I've learned that this is incorrect.

I wasn't upset that my first attempt had failed and I had expected it to. That is where I went wrong, if I expect to fail then I will fail so I must believe, believe with ever fibre of my being that shifting is as easy as breathing and follow the methods. For me this is difficult. I failed at math but my mind is still built around formulas and patterns, if there isn't a pattern to follow then I'll struggle to believe how real it actually is. When I master that mindset and see reality as the thin fabric that it truely is then I'll be fine

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