It was only the third night but I was so frustrated that it wasn't working when all I wanted to do was leave this reality. I furthered my research, learning about what affirmations to use, saying them out loud and researching different methods such as the Sunni method, the Alice method, the Elevator method and the staircase method however I didn't attempt any of the new methods and instead did the ravens method once again.
I had updated my script to add more detail paranoid that it was part of the problem until I came across other people's scripts and completely changed mine to fit that better.
I'm aware these updates aren't the largest but when I put them into my notes they only started off as short little updates informing me of if it was unsuccessful or not mostly. I now realise yet again that this is wrong. I was so used to opening my notes and telling myself it was unsuccessful that I started falling asleep while attempting my methods with the mentality that it will be unsuccessful and I'll have to put it in my notes again. I must meditate more on this and resolve my inner issues.
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My shifting journal
No FicciónThis is where I will keep a log of my shifting experiences, it will be updated almost daily but the updates will mostly just be small
