what if merder ended...

~i cant lose him...~

  ~i wanted to tell u guys this super fast that is chapter well be really sad!! so u may have some tears! but hope u like~ :)

  Derek POV:

      this morning i woke up and mark was gone i texts him and he said this
 
                                          there texts

d:hey mark where are u?

M: at the hospital why?

D: no reason just wanted to know.

M: so are u coming or no?

D: yeah i just hope i dont see mer there...

M: so when are u going to tell her about the divorce and everthing...?

D: soon probaly tonight.

M: oh ok well see u soon.

D: k bye.

Derek POV still:

after i texts mark i put my phone down and got ready for work but all i could think of was mer and if she was going to see her at the hospital...

Merdith POV:

    after last night i only got 4 hour of sleep witch is not like of me but i could not stop thinking about derek and the post it and the fighting and i thought if i should go to work but then i thought no bc i wanted to spend the day with kids witch  i dont get to do alot so after the kids woke up i made them breakfast then we stay in are pjs and watched there favout movies and played bored games (also zola is 7 in this and bailey is 5) so after we finshed all the movied and had lunch it was about. Time for me to stared dinner and then befor i could make it zola said"mommy when is daddy comeing home" then i hit me i did not know when he was it hurt alot to think that and then i stared to tear up and told zola"i dont know zozo i hope soon" and she went and play with her brother why i made dinner after we ate dinner i put the kids to bed i went down staris and watch some netfilxs and the 40mins later i heard a knock at the door and it was derek i was super happy to see him bc i was super worried so i said to him" hi derek where have u been i have been worried".

Derek POV:

   Mer asked me where i was i said i was at Marks house and then i asked if the kids where asleep she said yes then i told her to sit down then she had a worried look on her face and then we sat in the dinning room and i just said it i had to get it off m cheast and i said "merdith i want a divocred" she then said in tears with her voices cracking she only dose that when she is really hurt and said"dere-k wa-what do u mean u wa-nt a divocred" and i said"merdith this is not working u know it and i cant take it i have been falling out of lo-v-e for a long time about 3 mouths now" and there it was again the voice crack when i said love but then i look in her eyes her beautiful green ish blue eyes and she had tears running down her face i felt bad but also knew i had to do this.... She said after that"de-rek are u sur-e u have really fallen out of l-o-v-e i-i" i said back" yes merdith i have i well send u the paper in  3 days and then i left her setting there in the dinnering room crying i felt bad but also good at the same time...

ok i know that was sad it made me tear up to right but i hope u like it i wright this at 1:40 am at night so it may be not that good.