what if merder ended...

~anywhere i would of followed u~

~any where i would of followed u~

Merdith POV:

  today was the day i had to sigh this paper that would end my marrige i knew this was not the right thing to do but could o do now so i just sigh the paper i tear up and tear drip on the paper. Then i woke the kids up and got them dressed and got them brekfast and we left i grab the papers and we left. Ouce we got to the hospital i took the kids to the daycare and what i thought was true the news of me and derek divocres has gotten around the hospital and people would flirt with derek now and it hurt alot but he would just walk passed them and tell them he is not look for a girlfrind "yet" the hurt bc he would stared look for love that was not me i could not think of derek with another women having that lady kids zola and bailey step siblings and they are the new "great love story" ah i could not think of that with out wanting to cry and throw up but then i stop thinking about that and went to find derek to give him the papers.

Derek POV:

  mer came to find me and then she pulled me in to a on call room and i was confused but then she said with a crack in her voice and some tears in her eyes she said " her are the papers we can go to court in a week to make it officeal and also talk about the kids."and i said ok thank you merdith and she said" your welcome and you know who hard this is for me..." i felt bad but i said" i know but i need this im thinking about me right now im sorry but i dont l-ove you anymore" that when she broke and stared to cry i stared to reget saying it and i did not mean it like that at all so i said "so-ory" and walked out...I felt soo bad i just wanted to go hug her i thought to myself and said derek are u regeting this!!! i cant reget this i cant she well never forgive me.. i have to go though with this i have to... Or do i.. I did not know what to think anymore so i went to the daycare to see my kids because i missed them so much i have not seen them in almost 2 weeks when i got there zola came running and hugged me and so did bailey and then zola said" daddy we miss you when u coming home?" i said back "i don't know zozo.." because i did not really know if i would...

hey guys i know this was a short chapter i just did not know what to right but yes i know some one wanted to know if merlluca was going to be in here and of course not!!! i would never but you guys well just have to see what happend and keep readng also yes i know t late it is 11:42 pm for me right now :)