"Are you still afraid of me Y/n?" His deep voice send shivers down my spine like always. He's too close for me to ignore. Why is he doing this? He's not supposed to act this way. What the hell?
Better to be straight forward Y/n! I gulped down the...
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It's been 5 days since I came to this place or world or whatever it is... And lying on this hospital bed not having anything to do. These 5 days were enough for me to know that even though i slit my wrist and die, which i would never do, I might not be going back to my home...
They say that there are 5 stages for acceptance of any change
First stage - Denial! At first when i woke up, i thought this was all a dream that my sleepy ass is having. I was in complete denial that this is reality.
Second Stage - Shock! Yeah right! Shock! The near heart stroke i got when i learned that this is not a hecking dream or even if it was a dream, it seemed that my lazy ass is so keen on playing the Sleeping Beauty deciding to never wake up in near future.
Third stage - Depression I don't even want to recall that feeling... It feels like Shit knowing that you can't ever go back to your home! Like EVER! Just forget it...
Fourth stage - Experiment Yeah right... When i woke up at hospital with all those 'family' around me, oh i forgot yoongi was there too, I tried to swallow loads of sleeping pills i stole from the medics, but they made me puke the entire pills and trust me it was disgusting. They made sure that i puked everything i ate.. Ewww. I tried to sleep peacefully and eventually wake up from this long ass dream but everytime i wake up the familiar hospital walls and the little girl lying on the couch of the room were the only things i see...
But I didn't stop my experiments, me being me, one fine morning dashed to the exit of the hospital with a bunch of nurses and doctors running after me.. I never ran that fast in my entire life (i hate PE) When i was finally out of the hospital I ran like my life depended on it onto the streets like a mad woman... But after running around for quite sometime all I saw was unknown places while getting weird looks from people who don't know why a woman was running around in her hospital gown without any footwear...
Finally realizing that I'm fucked senseless by the fate I sat on the road crying not knowing what to do.... Until i saw a several shoes in my sight, yes! It's my concerned 'Family' whom I probably met few days ago... Nice... Loosing all hope i obediently followed them back to the hospital...
Fifth stage - Acceptance Needless to say i stopped trying baseless things and i accepted the circus that is going on in my life... I finally Admitted to my doctor the bestest excuse that one could come up with in this type of situation...
Yep! I Told them I lost my memories...
Fucking Intelligent, right!
Yes! I finally Accepted that My life's become a Joke! Wonderful...
"What are you thinking about So hard?" asked Yoongi in his dead panned, deep voice...
Ooohhhhh.... As i decided to finally accept the Joke which has become my life i started being happy that atleast I'm still alive.. Yes! At least I Am not dead! It's hard but I'm trying to forget it all and start my new life.. If life gives you lemons make a lemonade... That's exactly what I Am trying to do...
