My Not So Loving Boyfriend- Got7 Jinyoung ff

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TRIGGER WARNING

I woke up in the middle of night laid next to Jinyoung half naked. I sit up and throw on the shirt that was on the floor next to me and some slippers cause the floor was fucking cold. As soon as I prepared to stand up I feel a pair of arms wrap around my waist and I jump slightly.

"Where are you going?" Jinyoung asked in a tired voice as he kissed my neck and then rested his head on my shoulder.

"I'm just running to the bathroom"

" ok just hurry back" he said laying back down.

I go in the bathroom and just sit on the toilet lid for a minute contemplating what I just did with Jinyoung.
Did I regret it? No not at all
But I took Jinyoungs innocence. I take a dead sigh as I stand up and walk out the bathroom and get back under the covers with Jinyoung facing him. He starts turning around face towards me and he wraps his arms back around be.

"You regret it don't you?" He says opening his eyes.

"No I don't regret it, I just feel bad because-"

"Because it was my first time? Listen you're the only person I want, I'm glad that it was you... I just wish I was your first too" he sighed

"Excuse me?"

"No you just sounded experienced I just wished that we had our first times together" he tried to explain himself.

"Well I guess my stepdad beat you to it" I said with an attitude, but it just slipped out I didn't mean to say it.I turn away from him"

"Y/n?" He grabs me by my chin and gently turns my head to look back at him. "Look at me" I raise my eyes to look at him "you can talk to me" he says resting his hand on top of mine.

"As a kid I was terrified of thunderstorms and I never grew out of that fear because... because my moms husband would take my fear as a chance to come in my room and 'comfort' me... he would get in my bed with me and.... yeah. My mom never knew because she always worked long hours and even when I told her as I got older she refused to believe me" I started to tear up a little.

Jinyoung pulled me into his embrace even more and I rested my had in the groove of his neck and he caressed my arm.
"I will do anything in my power and more to protect you from anything or anyone else that tries to hurt you, from thunderstorms to assholes"

And that's honestly one of the nicest things I've ever heard,

My knight in shining armor

A/n: okay to adresses the issue in this chapter I just wanna say if you or someone you know has been sexually assaulted DONT let anything make you believe it was your fault, it's not. And whoever tells you otherwise deserves to burn in hell. Reach out and get help if you need my messages are always open