I woke up the next morning puffy eyed, the storm lasted all night. I know I'm too old to be scared of thunderstorms but I can't help but cry like a baby whenever I hear it. I open the door to be greeted by Jordan.

"Good morning y/n how'd you slee-... have you been crying?" Jordan asks looking straight at me

"No..."

"Don't lie to me" he says Nd I just hang my head low

"I'm fine Jordan I promise"

"No you're not, go back in the room" he pushes me back in the room slightly closing the door behind him but still leaving it cracked open. "Now tell me what happened?" He sat me down

"Nothing happened I just have a small fear or thunderstorms, no big deal" I try to shake it off.

"No big deal? Your face is swollen and you look miserable that's a big deal to me. Where was Mr.park last night he wasn't there to calm you?"

"In the guest room, he said I need to grown up and he's right I'm too old to be like this-"

"Nope unacceptable, you will not let him dictate your fears, if you're scared of something he should be there to protect to instead of acting all high and mighty" I was grateful for Jordan he was basically my new best friend, he's really an upgrade from my last one, he's made me feel better at times like this. " do you want me to talk to him for you?" He asks

"No it's fine.i can handle it"

" next time you feel scared you come to me instead, whenever you need"

"No it's fine I don't wanna-"

"You wouldn't bother me you're my  friend" Jordan smiled at me.

"I- " the door flies upon revealing Jinyoung

"Jordan? What're you doing in here?"

"I was just leaving Mr.Park" Jordan gets up from next to me and squeezes by Jinyoung who closed the door behind him.

"Why were you in here alone with him?" Jinyoung said softly.

"We were just talking" I responded confused on why he was asking

"About what?" He looks up at me with a pissed look on his face

"Nothing"

"Don't lie to me"

"I'm not lying to you"

"Are you cheating on me with Jordan?!" He gets loud with his assumptions

"No of course I'm not, i would never cheat on you"

"I know u haven't been that affectionate but I told you I would try that doesnt mean you should go around cheating!"

"I just said I'm not cheating! You wanna know what we were talking about so bad?! We were talking about how much of an asshole you were being last night damn!"

"Me? An asshole? I didn't do anything!"

"That's the point, you're my boyfriend and you say there and told me my fear was irrational! Who does that"

"It's the truth you're in your 20's you're too old to have a fear of thunderstorms"

"I have ptsd! Are you happy now?!" I got up and walked out

I can't believe him

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