I hear the door slowly opening and find Jinyoung walking in just as slow, like he's afraid to be in his own room.
"Y/n?" He says Softly and I look straight at him "I'm sorry"
"You -" I interrupt
"Dont talk please just listen.... I know I'm a horrible boyfriend and I'm surprised you haven't dumped me yet. But before you do I just wanna apologize for being such an ass to you, you deserve way better than me, like way bett-"
"Jinyoung shut up. You're not a horrible boyfriend, you just say things sometimes that make you seem like an asshole, and I know you well. I'm not breaking up with you. This is just something we can work on.... together. Cause I think I lo-" my words get cut off when Jinyoung walks towards me, grabs me by my waist Nd smashes his lips against mine.
"I wanted to be the one that says it first" he says with his hands still on my waist, and looking at me with soft loving eyes, us closer than ever.
.....
"I love you" we sat in unison. I reached up and grab him by the collar of his sweatshirt and continue the kiss from a minute. I slowly move my arms to wrap around his neck, both of us trying to pull each other closer.
But it wasn't close enough for us. We stumbled back to the bed him on top of me, never breaking away from each other. We were going at this for a while and at this point I was grinding against him wanting some kind of contact.I wanted that skin to skin feeling.
"Y/n, are you sure?" He breaks away for a moment and I nod. "If you want me to stop at any moment just say so" he said as he started kissing on my neck and wrapped my legs around himself. While he was blowing air onto the spots he lefts bruises on which by the way sent chills down my spine, he was also grinding against me. The combination drove me crazy.
"Someones had practice" I joked
"Actually I've never done this before.... I have know idea on what I'm doing or if it's right "
"This is your first time?" I sit up a bit
"Yeah, I mean I don't just sleep with anyone" he commented.
"Do you wanna wait?" I ask and he shakes his head. "You're fine just do what feels right to you" I lay back down and watch him as he takes of his sweatshirt and whatever he had under it, revealing his slim, fit figure , he was skinny yet buff at the same time. Next he reaches for his pants and I help him get them off leaving him in nothing but boxers while I still have all my clothes on. He goes back to attacking my neck while letting his hands explore my body before I hear a loud rip and a gust of air dance past my torso Nd I look down to see my ripped shirt.
"Jinyoung!"
"I'm sorry, I'll get you a new one... do you want me to stop?" He asks concerned
"No keep going" i say taking off the ripped shirt
That was kinda hotHe slowly slides down my skirt, biting down on the waist band of my underwear and pulls them down with his teeth revealing how wet I was.
He brings his head between my legs and I feel his mouth against my heat. His tongue dancing around.
"Put this p*ssy right in your face swipe your nose like a credit card"I grab his hair trying to push him further down but his head flies up and he pushes my hands from off him. He stands up finally removing his underwear.
" are you really sure?" He asks one last time and i nod before he pushes all the way in me making us both moan and he grabs at the sheets under me slowly moving his hips. "Am I doing this right?" He asked starting to move a little faster."Yesss!" I moan grabbing at his hips trying to get closer. He stops for a moment and puts one of my legs over his shoulder and bending down a little more. Our faces less than centimeters apart. And he starts kissing me as he starts moving again, making me melt and move moan into his mouth. When he pulls away I can see the sweat dripping down his forehead. His movements become faster and harder and I feel a knot in my stomach start to form. I grab onto him clawing at his back possibly leaving scratch marks.
"Jinyoung Im gonna-"
" I know, go ahead" he says through heavy and shaky breaths. I bury my head in his neck as I release all over him and he keeps thrusting in and out making my legs start to shake when I feel him twitch inside of me filling me with the warm liquid before he falls over on the bed next to me. ( yes I'm on the pill). I go to put clothes on but he stops me. "Just lay down with me" he says. And I do so on the other side of the bed making him huff and puff. Pulling ne closer to him, leaving his arms wrapped around me and laying his head in my chest. And we laid there in a comforting silence.
Wait I just took Park Jinyoung's virginity
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